When will the pain go away?
OK so I did what you're supposed to do in these situations. I went out for "coffee" with a bunch of new friends. There was a lot of laughter - some of it fake. They are a nice bunch. But oh my God why am I out with them? Why aren't I out with my boyfriend? Why isn't he here enjoying the seaside views and the hot chocolate with me? This time last year he would have loved this. I want to go home and curl up in my bed and cry. I'm trying not to. I haven't cried for two days and I want to see how long I can keep it up for.
And even if I did want to go out with a bunch of friends, I would always know that I was going to come home to him in a few hours and tell him all about it. Tell him what I ate, what I drank, what we talked about, what jokes were made, what useful information was discovered. I did actually find out some information that he might find useful. But now it's no longer my place to help his life be any easier. He thinks the only thing he needs in his life is the purple haired hobbit. Now I just go home to my empty flat with no one around to care where I've been all day. He only cares what the gothic hobbit is doing. While she kids herself that her relationship with her new lover - the man she stole from me - isn't hurting anybody.
Why do scarlet women say that? "Honey, I'm not taking your man away from you. I don't do attached men." (Yes she uses the word 'honey' a lot.) What is the point in telling such a lie? You were doing him hard enough on my birthday. Get a reality check girl. I know you live in Hobbiton but even hobbits should know what is real and what isn't.
And even if I did want to go out with a bunch of friends, I would always know that I was going to come home to him in a few hours and tell him all about it. Tell him what I ate, what I drank, what we talked about, what jokes were made, what useful information was discovered. I did actually find out some information that he might find useful. But now it's no longer my place to help his life be any easier. He thinks the only thing he needs in his life is the purple haired hobbit. Now I just go home to my empty flat with no one around to care where I've been all day. He only cares what the gothic hobbit is doing. While she kids herself that her relationship with her new lover - the man she stole from me - isn't hurting anybody.
Why do scarlet women say that? "Honey, I'm not taking your man away from you. I don't do attached men." (Yes she uses the word 'honey' a lot.) What is the point in telling such a lie? You were doing him hard enough on my birthday. Get a reality check girl. I know you live in Hobbiton but even hobbits should know what is real and what isn't.