I don't think I've ever posted during the day... wierd.
Yeah, so today we are supposed to go ice skating. That should be cool. I'm pretty excited about it. I haven't been in a long long time. Sometimes I feel like no one understands me at all. Even though it sounds horrible I feel like Brian understands me the least of all. I know he means well, but he just doesn't understand. He is trying though, so I can't be too awfully hard on him. Have you ever just felt alone? Sometimes I feel alone even when I'm right next to someone and they can even be talking to me, but in my head I'm thinking, " I have never felt more alone than I do this very instant." And all you really want is someone to read it one you and call you out, but no one will because no one knows you that well, not even you. I can't catch my own thoughts easily anymore. I can't remember what it was I was upset about. It seems to always be the same things, but I never remember. There has to be something wrong with that. Maybe I'm just tripping for no reason. Anyshit, Andrew needs this computer to play a video game with Brian. *sigh*