Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 17

[bellax_xmuerte]

Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 17
Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism, PTSD.
Word Count: 6,741
Notes: Inspired by this angst meme prompt. I’m sorry this took so long, I’ve had to deal with real life. Anyway, I think I like this chapter,

Comments

[obsidian_rai]

You know how much I love this story, how much I love your Blaine, but today I have to say that I LOVE your characterization of Puck. Like whoa. He's so much more...real in this story. I have a serious thing for Puck/Blaine friendship and you're the first I've read who's brought it to such an amazingly realistic level. <3<3<3

[bellax_xmuerte]

I'm so happy you love my Puck, really, that's how he is in my head... that's the way he's always been in my head. <3 Yeah, I think Puck can been a little 2D.. so, I'm trying to give him the depth he deserves. I'm glad you think I'm doing okay with him! :)Tbh, I never really thought about the Puck/Blaine friendship until he popped into my head. But now, after spending so long on this story, I'd really like to see it happen on the show. I think it could be amazing. Oh, the things I would do if I got to write an episode og Glee! :P Thank you, for all of your love. <3

[thimbles71]

It was so nice to see an update for this story! Your writing is beautiful. Now I have to learn a little patience waiting for the next chapter!

[bellax_xmuerte]

Thank you, so much! <3 Hopefully, It wont take me THAT long again, I had stuff going on in RL but that's settled down now... so, hopefully, I can get more writing done! x

[notnebbish]

Just wanted to echo the love of the Puck/Blaine friendship...Darn Finn just had to trigger Blaine into another flashback!

[bellax_xmuerte]

Thank you! I'm glad you're enjoying the Puck/Blaine aspects of this story! I love writing them both. Oh, I know, Finnnnnn! <3

[lil_miss_coolio]

“Don’t be sorry. I don’t want to sound like a robotic cliché here but you really are perfect the way you are, Blaine. Being gay doesn’t make you less of a man, less of a human, less of an anything. Being scared sometimes isn’t shameful, it just proves that you feel with your whole heart and your heart is fucking golden, Blaine. You’re such a beautiful person. And it’s always alright to cry.. because that tells you that you’re still alive; that you‘re still fighting and I’m so fucking proud of you for that. You’re so much stronger than you think you are. You think you’re this weak boy who’s dragging everyone down with him but you’re not. You’re a teenager who’s trying, so hard, to reclaim himself and his life after it‘s been taken away from him for most of his life. Fuck it. I’m going to keep telling you this, until you believe me; I don’t even care if I sound like a soap opera or a broken record.” He presses a gentle kiss on top of my head then.I tried so hard not to cry in this chapter but just that part had me in tears already. Why

[bellax_xmuerte]

Thank you! <3 I really am so happy that you like this. And I'm glad you like my Puck/Blaine too! I never really thought about their friendship until I started writing this.. but now I would like this to happen in season 3 too! Puck sticks up for Kurt now; there's no reason for him not to extend that to Blaine. It could be amazing... not many people would expect it. <3

He is amazing, he's such a good person, please, feel free to hug him. Thank you, I didn't want him to care about being too close to Blaine.. obviously Blaine would worry about that.. because that's how he is... but I wanted my Puck to tell him that he didn't care about those other people. Especially not when he knows that Blaine's head is all over the place. ;)

Yeah, that wasn't Finn's fault, not really. Thank you!! <3

I hope so too, if I do slack though, feel free to kick my ass! :P
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[lil_miss_coolio]

I don't like it...I friggin LOVE this! It's just beyond awesome! =)

Oh I will keep that in mind if you stop updating ;)

[cherucaustic]

I think my heart just exploded from loving Puck too much. He's too perfect, his love for Blaine and how he tries to protect him, even how he's trying to encourage him to be honest with Kurt. Oh, Puck, I never knew I could love you this much.

I want to strangle Finn even though I know it's not his fault. But poor Blaine, it's a long road to recovery. I'm so glad Kurt was there for him along with Puck.

[bellax_xmuerte]

Puck is hit. I love that you love my Puck. I worry that I write too much of him but then, when I don't, I really miss him! He tries so hard for Blaine, he tries to help him so much, and I just love writing that. Believe me, I didn't think I could love Puck this much! <3

Yeah, Blaine has a lot of wonderful people now and after eight years with his father.. he deserves every ounce of love. <3

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