Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 17

[bellax_xmuerte]

Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 17
Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism, PTSD.
Word Count: 6,741
Notes: Inspired by this angst meme prompt. I’m sorry this took so long, I’ve had to deal with real life. Anyway, I think I like this chapter,

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[lil_miss_coolio]

“Don’t be sorry. I don’t want to sound like a robotic cliché here but you really are perfect the way you are, Blaine. Being gay doesn’t make you less of a man, less of a human, less of an anything. Being scared sometimes isn’t shameful, it just proves that you feel with your whole heart and your heart is fucking golden, Blaine. You’re such a beautiful person. And it’s always alright to cry.. because that tells you that you’re still alive; that you‘re still fighting and I’m so fucking proud of you for that. You’re so much stronger than you think you are. You think you’re this weak boy who’s dragging everyone down with him but you’re not. You’re a teenager who’s trying, so hard, to reclaim himself and his life after it‘s been taken away from him for most of his life. Fuck it. I’m going to keep telling you this, until you believe me; I don’t even care if I sound like a soap opera or a broken record.” He presses a gentle kiss on top of my head then.

I tried so hard not to cry in this chapter but just that part had me in tears already. Why is this story so perfect? Because of this story I changed my About Me post over at my journal and added the Puck/Blaine friendship to my Glee ships because after this story this is definitely something I want to see in season 3.

Puck is amazing. I wanna hug him for everything he did in this chapter. For being so awesome. Your characterization of Puck is beyond amazing. I simply adore him in this story. loved how they hung out together and loved how he didn't care what ppl would think.

And again I felt bad for Blaine for having another flashback. I do not blame Finn for that tho. God, this story is so amazing I don't even find the right words to describe my feelings I have for this story.

I so hope you update soon. ♥

[bellax_xmuerte]

Thank you! <3 I really am so happy that you like this. And I'm glad you like my Puck/Blaine too! I never really thought about their friendship until I started writing this.. but now I would like this to happen in season 3 too! Puck sticks up for Kurt now; there's no reason for him not to extend that to Blaine. It could be amazing... not many people would expect it. <3

He is amazing, he's such a good person, please, feel free to hug him. Thank you, I didn't want him to care about being too close to Blaine.. obviously Blaine would worry about that.. because that's how he is... but I wanted my Puck to tell him that he didn't care about those other people. Especially not when he knows that Blaine's head is all over the place. ;)

Yeah, that wasn't Finn's fault, not really. Thank you!! <3

I hope so too, if I do slack though, feel free to kick my ass! :P
x

[lil_miss_coolio]

I don't like it...I friggin LOVE this! It's just beyond awesome! =)

Oh I will keep that in mind if you stop updating ;)