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How am I expected to decide what to do with my life when I have NO CLUE what I really want to do with my life?? Why are we expected to be able to figure everything out right away?
Get a job? Transfer schools to get my MS? Look into a MPH? Become a bum on the streets? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE!!!!!
Why is this so difficult for me? Why am I so afraid of making the wrong choice? I'm afraid that if I do, I'm going to screw up my life, or have loads of regrets. I just want to do what is right for me, but I don't know what that is!!!
How do people figure this out? How do you know what you want to do with your life? Is it purely trial and error? Am I supposed to "just know"? I'm afraid to get a job w/o school because I worry that I'll screw myself over in the long run without a MS. I'm also afraid to go to school instead of a job because, what if the reason I hate it here isn't just because of the distance? What if its because of school itself too?
WHAT IF WHAT IF WHAT IF??!?!?!?!?!?
Get a job? Transfer schools to get my MS? Look into a MPH? Become a bum on the streets? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE!!!!!
Why is this so difficult for me? Why am I so afraid of making the wrong choice? I'm afraid that if I do, I'm going to screw up my life, or have loads of regrets. I just want to do what is right for me, but I don't know what that is!!!
How do people figure this out? How do you know what you want to do with your life? Is it purely trial and error? Am I supposed to "just know"? I'm afraid to get a job w/o school because I worry that I'll screw myself over in the long run without a MS. I'm also afraid to go to school instead of a job because, what if the reason I hate it here isn't just because of the distance? What if its because of school itself too?
WHAT IF WHAT IF WHAT IF??!?!?!?!?!?