a rising dream or a falling star.
i am so incredibly bored right now. eh what else is new? hhmmm update update
really got to applying and resume-ing this week. a handful of receptionist/administrative/clerk jobs, teller and bed bath and beyond. i called BB&B later in the week and they said they are just looking over the apps still. i hate that answer. what am i suposed to say to that? It would be crappy but I kinda really want the BB&B and job bc then i can play with fluffy bath towels all day and still make time for school if i want/can
speaking of school. i dont know if i mentioned on here but about a month ago i really got the ball rolling on completing my AA at HCC. I just have to do this internship. Soooo...i emailed the lady that heads it all my resume and she is going to distribute it to businesses around the area. met with her about a week ago to sign something and she said it prob wont be a paid internship(duh wasnt expecting) and she showed me the website of one of the companies thats might be interested in me. i far as i could tell she didnt recognise me from the last time i was in her offce and i had a crying meltdown. she asked me if i had any ideas of where i could intern. i told her about TOMS Shoes in Cali. How I really want to work/intern for them bc its good cause but its just not realistic. like in most situations i wish i had the balls....and the money. still thinking about getting my bachelours somewhere.im torn between practicality and going with a passion or dream. accounting, english education, corporate communications at UB (!) all have their pros and cons
Didnt hear from mike ever again. probably wont. i hate mentioning this but he changed his relationship status like a week after texting me. apparently he is in love and having lots of sex. which i dont have a problem with. still i cant help but wonder and dream. *sigh* its was nice to have the attention and feel wanted even if it was just pity. my mind will always run across him from time to time. him and erik(with a k)
been waking up semi early lately to go to wawa and get coffee. mmmm i discovered they have a pumpkin spice in their cappicino machine. its a very good second best to PSL from starbucks and its only $1.33 as opposed to almost $4 woot!
been listening to a lot of Pink lately. shes def an idol of mine, i love her rapsy voice and attitude.
also perfect fall albums include :
Alkaline Trio - From Here to the Infirmary
Jack's Mannequin - The Glass Passenger & Everything in Transit
Empires - HOWL
Punchline - Action, Just Say Yes and The Rewind EP
oh! and Punchline is touring with Hawthorne Heights (eh) in Baltimore in NOvember. totally stoked! Paul is back! then Bayside is coming like 2 days later. nrrrrr I need money! this is was probably sparked my production this week.
really got to applying and resume-ing this week. a handful of receptionist/administrative/clerk jobs, teller and bed bath and beyond. i called BB&B later in the week and they said they are just looking over the apps still. i hate that answer. what am i suposed to say to that? It would be crappy but I kinda really want the BB&B and job bc then i can play with fluffy bath towels all day and still make time for school if i want/can
speaking of school. i dont know if i mentioned on here but about a month ago i really got the ball rolling on completing my AA at HCC. I just have to do this internship. Soooo...i emailed the lady that heads it all my resume and she is going to distribute it to businesses around the area. met with her about a week ago to sign something and she said it prob wont be a paid internship(duh wasnt expecting) and she showed me the website of one of the companies thats might be interested in me. i far as i could tell she didnt recognise me from the last time i was in her offce and i had a crying meltdown. she asked me if i had any ideas of where i could intern. i told her about TOMS Shoes in Cali. How I really want to work/intern for them bc its good cause but its just not realistic. like in most situations i wish i had the balls....and the money. still thinking about getting my bachelours somewhere.im torn between practicality and going with a passion or dream. accounting, english education, corporate communications at UB (!) all have their pros and cons
Didnt hear from mike ever again. probably wont. i hate mentioning this but he changed his relationship status like a week after texting me. apparently he is in love and having lots of sex. which i dont have a problem with. still i cant help but wonder and dream. *sigh* its was nice to have the attention and feel wanted even if it was just pity. my mind will always run across him from time to time. him and erik(with a k)
been waking up semi early lately to go to wawa and get coffee. mmmm i discovered they have a pumpkin spice in their cappicino machine. its a very good second best to PSL from starbucks and its only $1.33 as opposed to almost $4 woot!
been listening to a lot of Pink lately. shes def an idol of mine, i love her rapsy voice and attitude.
also perfect fall albums include :
Alkaline Trio - From Here to the Infirmary
Jack's Mannequin - The Glass Passenger & Everything in Transit
Empires - HOWL
Punchline - Action, Just Say Yes and The Rewind EP
oh! and Punchline is touring with Hawthorne Heights (eh) in Baltimore in NOvember. totally stoked! Paul is back! then Bayside is coming like 2 days later. nrrrrr I need money! this is was probably sparked my production this week.