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As one decade comes to an end and another begins, it seems like a natural time to reflect a bit. 2009 was certainly kinder to me than 2008 was, but both years taught me a lot. Nothing is wasted if you learn from it.
I don't usually make resolutions, but in 2010 I want to continue what I started in earnest in 2009. I'm accepting the parts of myself that I don't like very much but are as much a part of who I am as are the parts I do like. I think I've grown a lot, and I'm glad of that.
I look forward to reconnecting with a lot of people in 2010. Yes, I do like to keep to myself, but that doesn't mean I should be a hermit. Besides, I miss some people.
There are people I've grown closer to and people I've grown away from. And I fell in love again. I'm spending New Year's Eve with a man that made me realize it's not commitment I have a fear of, it's prison I'm afraid of. He doesn't ask me to be anything but myself and I love him the same way. We've even mentioned the M word, which I didn't think I would ever want to hear again. Hopefully 2010 will see us homeowners. If it doesn't, whatever. That's life. There's always 2011 and 2012.
But that's all, because everyone knows the world is going to end in 2012. (lol)
I don't usually make resolutions, but in 2010 I want to continue what I started in earnest in 2009. I'm accepting the parts of myself that I don't like very much but are as much a part of who I am as are the parts I do like. I think I've grown a lot, and I'm glad of that.
I look forward to reconnecting with a lot of people in 2010. Yes, I do like to keep to myself, but that doesn't mean I should be a hermit. Besides, I miss some people.
There are people I've grown closer to and people I've grown away from. And I fell in love again. I'm spending New Year's Eve with a man that made me realize it's not commitment I have a fear of, it's prison I'm afraid of. He doesn't ask me to be anything but myself and I love him the same way. We've even mentioned the M word, which I didn't think I would ever want to hear again. Hopefully 2010 will see us homeowners. If it doesn't, whatever. That's life. There's always 2011 and 2012.
But that's all, because everyone knows the world is going to end in 2012. (lol)