mmm sleep
i slept until noon today. it was good stuff.
last night i went to the empress to see statement of purpose. they kick a lot of butt. and guess what guess what guess what???
I FINALLY SAW TYLER!!!!!!!! =D =D =D
he gave me a really really big hug, and i of course gave him a really really big hug too, and we both let go at the same time and it just felt really really cool. like all the crap that's been thrown at me since wednesday has all been worth it just to get that hug from tyler.
OH YEAH! YOU ALL DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED!!!!!
wednesday - kikki's mini-fridge lands on her ankle. eventually i borrow caryn's car and drive kikki to the hospital. we sit there for FIVE HOURS and a wrong xray. they tell us "elevate it, ice it, and take some tylenol." the RA told us that at 6:30 when this all happened. we got home at 1am.
thursday - was sposta go to the beach. (i made it there, don't worry.) had no ride, so borrowed caryn's car again. kikki has orientation at usf. asks me to drive her to first bus stop so she only has to take one bus. traci gets lost. kikki asks me to drive her straight to usf. no traffic, good stuff. then i get lost in usf trying to find a building i know the exact location of, except we didn't know that it was the building we needed because nobody told kikki what building we needed. finally found building and dropped her off. got gas. headed to clearwater at 2:30. was sposta have headed to clearwater at 1! almost got lost at the beach because nathan gives crappy directions :-P (j/k) found nathan. he was the only one there. then asif came and i felt all third wheelish and stuff, not to mention feeling like a failure for planning something and only having a total of 4 people show up (rebecca had been there before). oh yeah i forgot to mention i got to the beach at 3:30, shoulda been there at 1 but oh well.
friday i just spent packing and stuff.
saturday - flew home. got stuck in traffic by whitestone bridge. dad says "screw it" and gets off the highway and goes over a different bridge on another highway. takes 3 hours to take a 1½ hour trip. meanwhile i try to call tyler 3 times. the 1st time i got no answer and hung up. the 2nd time i got no answer and left a message. the 3rd time i got his mommy. she said tyler wouldn't be in tonight. well gosh darn, there goes my plan to see him before i saw anyone else. (more about that later.)
sunday - wake up mad early. go to prime time, hoping to see tyler. tyler isn't there. i stay anyway and sees cool people so it's okay. then i ask tanya and kayla if he will be at the second service. they say no. i go to super foodmart and drop of my camera. call daddy to check in and then call tyler. he was home. i told him to go to the SoP show. so he did. the end.
the only thing i see totally and truely wrong with all of this is this: after all the hell i went through over the last few days, can i be a little selfish here? don't i deserve the fairy tale ending? (have i typed this before?) that's what i thought God wanted but then i think Satan sabotaged it once i figured that out. but like i said, after all of this crap, getting that big hug from my bestest friend made it all worth it.
i heart tyler :)
last night i went to the empress to see statement of purpose. they kick a lot of butt. and guess what guess what guess what???
I FINALLY SAW TYLER!!!!!!!! =D =D =D
he gave me a really really big hug, and i of course gave him a really really big hug too, and we both let go at the same time and it just felt really really cool. like all the crap that's been thrown at me since wednesday has all been worth it just to get that hug from tyler.
OH YEAH! YOU ALL DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED!!!!!
wednesday - kikki's mini-fridge lands on her ankle. eventually i borrow caryn's car and drive kikki to the hospital. we sit there for FIVE HOURS and a wrong xray. they tell us "elevate it, ice it, and take some tylenol." the RA told us that at 6:30 when this all happened. we got home at 1am.
thursday - was sposta go to the beach. (i made it there, don't worry.) had no ride, so borrowed caryn's car again. kikki has orientation at usf. asks me to drive her to first bus stop so she only has to take one bus. traci gets lost. kikki asks me to drive her straight to usf. no traffic, good stuff. then i get lost in usf trying to find a building i know the exact location of, except we didn't know that it was the building we needed because nobody told kikki what building we needed. finally found building and dropped her off. got gas. headed to clearwater at 2:30. was sposta have headed to clearwater at 1! almost got lost at the beach because nathan gives crappy directions :-P (j/k) found nathan. he was the only one there. then asif came and i felt all third wheelish and stuff, not to mention feeling like a failure for planning something and only having a total of 4 people show up (rebecca had been there before). oh yeah i forgot to mention i got to the beach at 3:30, shoulda been there at 1 but oh well.
friday i just spent packing and stuff.
saturday - flew home. got stuck in traffic by whitestone bridge. dad says "screw it" and gets off the highway and goes over a different bridge on another highway. takes 3 hours to take a 1½ hour trip. meanwhile i try to call tyler 3 times. the 1st time i got no answer and hung up. the 2nd time i got no answer and left a message. the 3rd time i got his mommy. she said tyler wouldn't be in tonight. well gosh darn, there goes my plan to see him before i saw anyone else. (more about that later.)
sunday - wake up mad early. go to prime time, hoping to see tyler. tyler isn't there. i stay anyway and sees cool people so it's okay. then i ask tanya and kayla if he will be at the second service. they say no. i go to super foodmart and drop of my camera. call daddy to check in and then call tyler. he was home. i told him to go to the SoP show. so he did. the end.
the only thing i see totally and truely wrong with all of this is this: after all the hell i went through over the last few days, can i be a little selfish here? don't i deserve the fairy tale ending? (have i typed this before?) that's what i thought God wanted but then i think Satan sabotaged it once i figured that out. but like i said, after all of this crap, getting that big hug from my bestest friend made it all worth it.
i heart tyler :)