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i can't even think of a title. that's really sad.\
this only happens when i talk to him.
i don't want to end up liking him. i just want to have a silly harmless crush. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK!!!!!!!
why, when i talk to him, do i get these feelings, and they disappear, and only come back when he is around?
you know, i could never be with him. we just wouldn't work out. i can't go for an older guy. true he doesn't act his age, neither do i, but i guess there's some sort of older guy aura there ya know? that sounds like the silliest thing under the sun but i have no clue how else to word it, and it just doesn't work.
i would work better with a younger guy who's more mature, than an older guy who's less mature. and it's funny because i don't even think i'd work with the former of that description. i don't need a boyfriend or anything, hell, i don't even want one. it's just... if i'm going to have a crush on anyone, if it's going to be fun, it's gotta be someone i could work with. just in case my feelings end up going farther.
why does it always have to hurt?
this only happens when i talk to him.
i don't want to end up liking him. i just want to have a silly harmless crush. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK!!!!!!!
why, when i talk to him, do i get these feelings, and they disappear, and only come back when he is around?
you know, i could never be with him. we just wouldn't work out. i can't go for an older guy. true he doesn't act his age, neither do i, but i guess there's some sort of older guy aura there ya know? that sounds like the silliest thing under the sun but i have no clue how else to word it, and it just doesn't work.
i would work better with a younger guy who's more mature, than an older guy who's less mature. and it's funny because i don't even think i'd work with the former of that description. i don't need a boyfriend or anything, hell, i don't even want one. it's just... if i'm going to have a crush on anyone, if it's going to be fun, it's gotta be someone i could work with. just in case my feelings end up going farther.
why does it always have to hurt?