hmm...
so i was making a comment in leah's journal about something that happened to me in 8th grade... and i thought about it and how much it's the same as something that's going on in my life now. and it's like... you think you get over these parts of yourself, you think you learn from the mistakes, but you never really do. but in 8th grade, at least i could narrow it down to a reason why it happened. this time i think there are so many reasons, and this time around i'm holding out hope because i don't really know what happened. yeah so i left out every detail in the entire world, but that is what's going through my mind right now.