ughhhhhh
my brain is like... ok forget it i don't have a brain
this is not in order, but YOU WOULD THINK THAT DURING SOMEONE'S OFFICE HOURS THAT THEY WOULD BE IN THEIR OFFICE now wouldn't you!!!!!
anyway...
so jeremy is in tampa now. he's leaving later this afternoon. anyway, last night was just... WEIRD. it started out with my giddy, giggly, anxiety, which was climaxed by shaking laughter at EVERYTHING, and brought back down by my depressive tired-ness along with a headache. a)too much anxiety, and b)too many sugar wafers. remind me never to buy those again. anyway... i let erin and diana come watch something for school in my room. it took them like half an hour to find the right scene, i mean they were still looking for it when me and lots of others came to get them. so i left them all in my room cuz i'm a dumbass. haha i didn't mean to type that, but it's true. anyway, so they were in here FOREVER. oh yeah and nobody else who lived here was there. so i told cheryl and leah but then they got back and soon after i got back as well and they were having like this very involved discussion. i was like what the heck... it really took me aback. or something. yeah it was weird. so liam, that is why i was about to punch things when i saw you yesterday. here's your entry. anyway so then i made them all leave lol, then went back to the spartan club and talked to kim about all the crazy stuff going through my head (related to jeremy) and then i felt better. so we were at the s.c. until it closed, then me, jonah, and jeremy went over to james's room. we played some 007 game then i left and God knows when jonah and jeremy left, but i left about 2am. yeesh. so it was a good night just very very weird!!!
yeah i was having issues with the whole liking jeremy thing and then having other crushes and not knowing how i felt and blah. if i haven't mentioned it before, someday when i get married i know it will be someone exactly like jeremy. i know i am incredibly blessed to have him as a friend cuz he's freakin awesome, and i don't want to lose that on account of me being a dorkface.
well today we are going to the beach... i would so still be in bed if my dumb teacher would just be in her office. that would help a lot... she has my last o-team reference form, which is due today, and i need to hand it in like now cause i'm gonna be in pinellas county all day long. so yeah if i don't get o-team cause of her i'm gonna be pissed.
this is not in order, but YOU WOULD THINK THAT DURING SOMEONE'S OFFICE HOURS THAT THEY WOULD BE IN THEIR OFFICE now wouldn't you!!!!!
anyway...
so jeremy is in tampa now. he's leaving later this afternoon. anyway, last night was just... WEIRD. it started out with my giddy, giggly, anxiety, which was climaxed by shaking laughter at EVERYTHING, and brought back down by my depressive tired-ness along with a headache. a)too much anxiety, and b)too many sugar wafers. remind me never to buy those again. anyway... i let erin and diana come watch something for school in my room. it took them like half an hour to find the right scene, i mean they were still looking for it when me and lots of others came to get them. so i left them all in my room cuz i'm a dumbass. haha i didn't mean to type that, but it's true. anyway, so they were in here FOREVER. oh yeah and nobody else who lived here was there. so i told cheryl and leah but then they got back and soon after i got back as well and they were having like this very involved discussion. i was like what the heck... it really took me aback. or something. yeah it was weird. so liam, that is why i was about to punch things when i saw you yesterday. here's your entry. anyway so then i made them all leave lol, then went back to the spartan club and talked to kim about all the crazy stuff going through my head (related to jeremy) and then i felt better. so we were at the s.c. until it closed, then me, jonah, and jeremy went over to james's room. we played some 007 game then i left and God knows when jonah and jeremy left, but i left about 2am. yeesh. so it was a good night just very very weird!!!
yeah i was having issues with the whole liking jeremy thing and then having other crushes and not knowing how i felt and blah. if i haven't mentioned it before, someday when i get married i know it will be someone exactly like jeremy. i know i am incredibly blessed to have him as a friend cuz he's freakin awesome, and i don't want to lose that on account of me being a dorkface.
well today we are going to the beach... i would so still be in bed if my dumb teacher would just be in her office. that would help a lot... she has my last o-team reference form, which is due today, and i need to hand it in like now cause i'm gonna be in pinellas county all day long. so yeah if i don't get o-team cause of her i'm gonna be pissed.