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Been feeling like giving up on life lately. I basically already have. My internship has turned out to be a joke because my "supervisor" doesn't communicate with me at all or give me any guidance on what I should be doing so I've gotten less than 20 hours so far. I need 185 in order to get a grade in my field placement class, and therefore to graduate with my associate's degree. I know that getting these hours done is super important and I need to either figure out how to get more at my current internship or find a new one, but I have had NO motivation lately. Every day I have off I think I'm going to get so much done and then I just sit there like a bump on a log all day. I don't know what's wrong with me. I didn't come this far with school to give up now. That would be so stupid. I just don't know how to get myself out of this funk. I feel like such a dumb worthless loser all of the time and like I'm going to be a terrible social worker anyway so I shouldn't even bother trying.
Kind of worried about Molly. I think she has tooth pain or something because she almost completely stopped eating her dry food (and she's basically ALWAYS hungry so that was a big red flag). When I have seen her try to eat it she just swallows it whole (okay and I looked this up and apparently cats typically don't chew their food anyway? But she always did before so idk). So I've been softening it up for her with chicken broth and she's been able to eat it okay that way, and I guess I could just switch her to wet food but I still want to go get her checked out as soon as I can. Don't know when that's going to be since I'm as broke as ever. Moving in with a roommate hasn't been quite the money saving miracle that I was hoping for...probably because I added a car into the mix around the same time and god those fuckers are expensive. It almost makes me miss being a pedestrian/bicyclist.
Kind of worried about Molly. I think she has tooth pain or something because she almost completely stopped eating her dry food (and she's basically ALWAYS hungry so that was a big red flag). When I have seen her try to eat it she just swallows it whole (okay and I looked this up and apparently cats typically don't chew their food anyway? But she always did before so idk). So I've been softening it up for her with chicken broth and she's been able to eat it okay that way, and I guess I could just switch her to wet food but I still want to go get her checked out as soon as I can. Don't know when that's going to be since I'm as broke as ever. Moving in with a roommate hasn't been quite the money saving miracle that I was hoping for...probably because I added a car into the mix around the same time and god those fuckers are expensive. It almost makes me miss being a pedestrian/bicyclist.