Is there something wrong with me?!
What the hell is literally wrong with me?
i will admit it, lately i've just been so insecure about myself and i have even compared myself to my boyfriend's ex...the raunchy, crack-whore, white trash of a bitch that she is.
Yesterday i found out that she works at the new Chilis where i live so i feel like now me and Jonathan can't go there because we just hate seeing her and try to avoid her at all costs.
She's the biggest fucking whore and i'm going to hell for this but i just wish the girl would just drops off the face of the earth.
Jon absolutely hates her and can't stand to be anywhere that is in a 30ft radius of her...and neither do i.
And not gonna lie, i wonder why the hell he went out with her in the first place, and what the hell is he doing with me?!
She cheated on him god knows how many times(AND got caught) and fucked him over like it was her effin job.
Ok, so this is the girl that i CAN'T BELIEVE that i DO feel threatened by...
She's white trash, i'm NOT by ANY means.
Her name is a guy's name, Bobbi Lee...my name means "beautiful" in 5 different languages.
She has an adam's apple and sounds like a man with emphysema.
She has had over 1,000 jobs and can't hold on to one for more than 2 months for the life of her.
She never went to college...i will be graduating this semester.
She entered into the army because she "felt" like it...but dropped out of it 3 months later.
She will always hold a low paying job while i be holding a job that will afford my Beamer.
And the best thing of all, she looks like she ran a fucking 50 yard dash in a 30 yard gym!
So can someone tell me what the hell is wrong me?
Why do i feel like this?
She was Jonathan's first serious girlfriend and first "love".
But i know Jonathan loves me and would never be with her ever again but why does she bother me so much?
i will admit it, lately i've just been so insecure about myself and i have even compared myself to my boyfriend's ex...the raunchy, crack-whore, white trash of a bitch that she is.
Yesterday i found out that she works at the new Chilis where i live so i feel like now me and Jonathan can't go there because we just hate seeing her and try to avoid her at all costs.
She's the biggest fucking whore and i'm going to hell for this but i just wish the girl would just drops off the face of the earth.
Jon absolutely hates her and can't stand to be anywhere that is in a 30ft radius of her...and neither do i.
And not gonna lie, i wonder why the hell he went out with her in the first place, and what the hell is he doing with me?!
She cheated on him god knows how many times(AND got caught) and fucked him over like it was her effin job.
Ok, so this is the girl that i CAN'T BELIEVE that i DO feel threatened by...
She's white trash, i'm NOT by ANY means.
Her name is a guy's name, Bobbi Lee...my name means "beautiful" in 5 different languages.
She has an adam's apple and sounds like a man with emphysema.
She has had over 1,000 jobs and can't hold on to one for more than 2 months for the life of her.
She never went to college...i will be graduating this semester.
She entered into the army because she "felt" like it...but dropped out of it 3 months later.
She will always hold a low paying job while i be holding a job that will afford my Beamer.
And the best thing of all, she looks like she ran a fucking 50 yard dash in a 30 yard gym!
So can someone tell me what the hell is wrong me?
Why do i feel like this?
She was Jonathan's first serious girlfriend and first "love".
But i know Jonathan loves me and would never be with her ever again but why does she bother me so much?