Scared
I am crying inside and out. my life isnt quite in shambles but near. school is crap im failing! i hate failure and im oing almost everything i can. i feel bad i havent gone to play monopoly with b in a while ive blown him off two nights ina row now. i just found out that a very good friend of mine may have cancer. hs too young fo rthis shit. i cried when he told me. online after he told everyone else. i guess i was the last to know.
poor baby. i dont want him to be sick! why do we have to get sick?
i guess overpopulatin is a problem but cant we all just schedule life endings? i feel selfish now. oh well. im over this. i need something enlightnig. there is this neew girl that i think i like a little more than my gf but its really more that i need other people.
shes cute and likes me plus shes not a skinny bitch. yay. maybe ill actually persue her for once.
poor baby. i dont want him to be sick! why do we have to get sick?
i guess overpopulatin is a problem but cant we all just schedule life endings? i feel selfish now. oh well. im over this. i need something enlightnig. there is this neew girl that i think i like a little more than my gf but its really more that i need other people.
shes cute and likes me plus shes not a skinny bitch. yay. maybe ill actually persue her for once.