Snap girl.
so today was cool. the whole weekend was in fact i was called a bitch and inconsiderate by two people i hope are my friends. Luke beat me. i truly am a battered woman and now i have the bruises to prove it.
fab
im now in my like ninth week of school. i am stressed. i cant seem to do enough homework. i dont know how iam surviving.
i have to stop being a bitch. well said by my friend Sammi. i dont see how i am one. but i guess i can trust her shes been saying it for years now.i have ben hanging out with the trinity alot lately. i like them. they treat me with the same respect i give them unlike others. they show that they care. i just cant understand why i cant realate to sammi and chris anymore. Chris i can maybe understand we have always been at eachothers throats. we just have the kind of personalities that clash. but sammi and me we are different. thats why we got along so well. i miss tony and ben i havent seen them in a couple days. although not entirely tony and ben Ben especilally dont make me feel bad about my self. the Trinity do at times but i know they are always joking and they back it up with caring about me. at least i hope they do. if not, THANKS FOR KEEPING MY HOPES UP!
anyways other shit that happened.
i fell down and bruised my left knee when i ran into a house that i assumed was being busted by the cops (they werent). Luke bruised me arm and i think my leg the weird thing is my leg only hurts now. 2 days after he hit me. so now i feel like a cripple without the whole not being able to walk thing.
i havent seen niki in like a week. maybe thats a good thing i havent been in the best of moods.
went out to eat almost puked after.
oh!
So Icicleking had a play to perform for this PFLAG church thing and people had not been remembering their lines so, he was frustrated. then one player landed in jail. Fab.
so he asks a couple of us to do some monolouges THE DAY BEFORE!!!! i can not act i can barely read and he asks me.it felt nice tho, so i did. lucky i did tho because the only people that showed up were: me (an hour late cz i was too goddamn tired) witjoe and Icicleking himself. thats it two other people needed to show up and they didnt so poop on them. i watched the simpsons treehouse of horrors and charmed (fab i must say) and then i went home to do my laundry which i have yet to do.
other than that i had a blast from the past. Nick Katter the last guy i had a crush on before i came out. i finally saw him. he hangs out in the lounge like every day until the wee hours of the morning. and the dave guy hes cool too.
well of fto sleep if i can. im just too god dam moody to sleep tho.
fab
im now in my like ninth week of school. i am stressed. i cant seem to do enough homework. i dont know how iam surviving.
i have to stop being a bitch. well said by my friend Sammi. i dont see how i am one. but i guess i can trust her shes been saying it for years now.i have ben hanging out with the trinity alot lately. i like them. they treat me with the same respect i give them unlike others. they show that they care. i just cant understand why i cant realate to sammi and chris anymore. Chris i can maybe understand we have always been at eachothers throats. we just have the kind of personalities that clash. but sammi and me we are different. thats why we got along so well. i miss tony and ben i havent seen them in a couple days. although not entirely tony and ben Ben especilally dont make me feel bad about my self. the Trinity do at times but i know they are always joking and they back it up with caring about me. at least i hope they do. if not, THANKS FOR KEEPING MY HOPES UP!
anyways other shit that happened.
i fell down and bruised my left knee when i ran into a house that i assumed was being busted by the cops (they werent). Luke bruised me arm and i think my leg the weird thing is my leg only hurts now. 2 days after he hit me. so now i feel like a cripple without the whole not being able to walk thing.
i havent seen niki in like a week. maybe thats a good thing i havent been in the best of moods.
went out to eat almost puked after.
oh!
So Icicleking had a play to perform for this PFLAG church thing and people had not been remembering their lines so, he was frustrated. then one player landed in jail. Fab.
so he asks a couple of us to do some monolouges THE DAY BEFORE!!!! i can not act i can barely read and he asks me.it felt nice tho, so i did. lucky i did tho because the only people that showed up were: me (an hour late cz i was too goddamn tired) witjoe and Icicleking himself. thats it two other people needed to show up and they didnt so poop on them. i watched the simpsons treehouse of horrors and charmed (fab i must say) and then i went home to do my laundry which i have yet to do.
other than that i had a blast from the past. Nick Katter the last guy i had a crush on before i came out. i finally saw him. he hangs out in the lounge like every day until the wee hours of the morning. and the dave guy hes cool too.
well of fto sleep if i can. im just too god dam moody to sleep tho.