What a weekend!`
I thought for sure this weekend would end up shitty....but it didnt!
Friday night I went out with the girls from dancing. We went to see "A Chorus Line" at the Winthrop Playmakers. It was AWESOME!
Then we went out for some drinks after at O'Neils and saw Hottie 22 year old boy. The girls I dance with were like DAMNNNNN he is only 22?? Cuz he looks older, and he is HOT!
So we had fun and alot of laughs people watching.
Then HA HA HA I am lauging cuz this part is AWESOME!! I get home around 2, go to take my away messge off AOL and I get an IM that says "Are you still pissed at me?" Can you guess who it was???
MR B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We typed to each other for a few minutes and then he called me and we talked till almost 5 am. He said he was so sorry, and he didn't know how to react to my letter. That he didn't to to Florida with doucebag (my term not his) to piss me off. He also said my letter changed him, made him think alot about the shit he does. So all in all it was a good conversation, I was able to get alot out on the table, and any miscommunication that resulted from the lovely Zellen biatches was cleared up. He did tell me they said some shit aout me but wouldnt tell me what it was. He also said he didn't believe them anyway. He said he knew me well enough to know the things they claimed I said weren't true. I told him good, cuz you know that if I have something to say to you I will. And he was like I know, just by that nice email you sent me. We had a few laughs. I hung up with closure.
Saturday was basically a vegg day for me, was still in my "mood" I was missing Mike alot, he had his sons bday party Saturday so I was kinda like having these retarded thoughts going through my mind. Well he called me at 8:30 just as I was about to leave my house to go to Sully's. So I sat in my kitchen and talked to him on the phone for a bit. Then I went out.
Sully closed the bar early and we ended up where else....O'Neils! As we walked in and over to the bar Sully taps my shoulder and is like look, I turn and its Mr B! LOL how crazy is that?? So for the rest of the night we were all hanging out. Sully was like well looks like you are gonna get laid tonight. I was like I dont think so. And he was like he is all over you! I was just laughing. So sully said why don't you make him think he is gonna take you home. I was like hmmmmmm sounds like a good idea. So I got my flirt on, smiled laughed alot. Then offered him a ride home. First we went down to Kelly's to get some food. While we were standing there I was FREEZING. Mr B took his coat off and let me wear it. I have to admit I was like AWWWWWW...see this is why I liked you sooo much! But I had to keep my head straight. So we drive back to his house and his door is locked. His brother never unlocked it for him. So I drive him to Chelsea to get his keys out of his friends truck. And as I am driving back with Mr B in my car my phone rings......its Mike!
So I look at my phone and tell Mr B to be quiet (lol isnt that a hoot!) I preceed to talk to Mike and he is funny cuz he is like why are you being so quiet? Are you alone? And Im like Im just trying to pull out on the road, and yes I am alone. So he then asks me where I am and if I wanna come sleep at his house. So at first I am like NO ( I know I was shocked I said it too!) But part of me I think REALLY wanted to go home with Mr B even though I knew doing that only would reopen old wounds and start the rollercoaster ALL over again! So I tell Mike I will call him back in like 5 minutes. I then tell Mr B that it was my brother on the phone lol.
So we go into Mr B's house, I use the bathroom, we eat, talk a little. Then I said ok I think I am gonna go home. He looked a little dissapointed but was like ok. Then he thanked me for giving him a ride to get his keys etc.. I said no problem I wouldnt want you locked out of your house. So I hugged him kissed him on the cheek and said ciao!
Got in my car, called Mike and off to Medford I drove! I felt so good about myself because I knew I had made the right decision. I missed Mike so much that when he called me I was kinda like DAMNIT why are you calling me NOW!! And at the same time I was like OMG I soooo wanna be with you right now!
Everything happens for a reason and he called me before I was about to make a mistake. Mr B and I can be friends but thats about the extent of it from now on. I dont want to get caught up in his web all over again. Plus I do have a great guy in my life. Even though he is super busy, has some conflicting feelings about his ex wife, he cares about me alot and I don't ever wanna hurt him. Seeing him saturday night an sleeping next to him just reassured me of EVERYTHING I feel for him. (Not to mention the hour and a half of sex we had!) I just hate leaving him. And when I left Sunday morning cuz he had softball at 9, I was sad.
Hopefully I see him soon and not in another 2 weeks!
So that was my weekend in a nutshell. Having hottie boy tell me how sexy I looked Sat night, Mr B fawning all over me sat night, and Mike calling me to sleep over Sat night made my shitty mood go away....even if just for a little while.
Hopefully the week gets better....this rain is killing me!
Write soon!
Me
Friday night I went out with the girls from dancing. We went to see "A Chorus Line" at the Winthrop Playmakers. It was AWESOME!
Then we went out for some drinks after at O'Neils and saw Hottie 22 year old boy. The girls I dance with were like DAMNNNNN he is only 22?? Cuz he looks older, and he is HOT!
So we had fun and alot of laughs people watching.
Then HA HA HA I am lauging cuz this part is AWESOME!! I get home around 2, go to take my away messge off AOL and I get an IM that says "Are you still pissed at me?" Can you guess who it was???
MR B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We typed to each other for a few minutes and then he called me and we talked till almost 5 am. He said he was so sorry, and he didn't know how to react to my letter. That he didn't to to Florida with doucebag (my term not his) to piss me off. He also said my letter changed him, made him think alot about the shit he does. So all in all it was a good conversation, I was able to get alot out on the table, and any miscommunication that resulted from the lovely Zellen biatches was cleared up. He did tell me they said some shit aout me but wouldnt tell me what it was. He also said he didn't believe them anyway. He said he knew me well enough to know the things they claimed I said weren't true. I told him good, cuz you know that if I have something to say to you I will. And he was like I know, just by that nice email you sent me. We had a few laughs. I hung up with closure.
Saturday was basically a vegg day for me, was still in my "mood" I was missing Mike alot, he had his sons bday party Saturday so I was kinda like having these retarded thoughts going through my mind. Well he called me at 8:30 just as I was about to leave my house to go to Sully's. So I sat in my kitchen and talked to him on the phone for a bit. Then I went out.
Sully closed the bar early and we ended up where else....O'Neils! As we walked in and over to the bar Sully taps my shoulder and is like look, I turn and its Mr B! LOL how crazy is that?? So for the rest of the night we were all hanging out. Sully was like well looks like you are gonna get laid tonight. I was like I dont think so. And he was like he is all over you! I was just laughing. So sully said why don't you make him think he is gonna take you home. I was like hmmmmmm sounds like a good idea. So I got my flirt on, smiled laughed alot. Then offered him a ride home. First we went down to Kelly's to get some food. While we were standing there I was FREEZING. Mr B took his coat off and let me wear it. I have to admit I was like AWWWWWW...see this is why I liked you sooo much! But I had to keep my head straight. So we drive back to his house and his door is locked. His brother never unlocked it for him. So I drive him to Chelsea to get his keys out of his friends truck. And as I am driving back with Mr B in my car my phone rings......its Mike!
So I look at my phone and tell Mr B to be quiet (lol isnt that a hoot!) I preceed to talk to Mike and he is funny cuz he is like why are you being so quiet? Are you alone? And Im like Im just trying to pull out on the road, and yes I am alone. So he then asks me where I am and if I wanna come sleep at his house. So at first I am like NO ( I know I was shocked I said it too!) But part of me I think REALLY wanted to go home with Mr B even though I knew doing that only would reopen old wounds and start the rollercoaster ALL over again! So I tell Mike I will call him back in like 5 minutes. I then tell Mr B that it was my brother on the phone lol.
So we go into Mr B's house, I use the bathroom, we eat, talk a little. Then I said ok I think I am gonna go home. He looked a little dissapointed but was like ok. Then he thanked me for giving him a ride to get his keys etc.. I said no problem I wouldnt want you locked out of your house. So I hugged him kissed him on the cheek and said ciao!
Got in my car, called Mike and off to Medford I drove! I felt so good about myself because I knew I had made the right decision. I missed Mike so much that when he called me I was kinda like DAMNIT why are you calling me NOW!! And at the same time I was like OMG I soooo wanna be with you right now!
Everything happens for a reason and he called me before I was about to make a mistake. Mr B and I can be friends but thats about the extent of it from now on. I dont want to get caught up in his web all over again. Plus I do have a great guy in my life. Even though he is super busy, has some conflicting feelings about his ex wife, he cares about me alot and I don't ever wanna hurt him. Seeing him saturday night an sleeping next to him just reassured me of EVERYTHING I feel for him. (Not to mention the hour and a half of sex we had!) I just hate leaving him. And when I left Sunday morning cuz he had softball at 9, I was sad.
Hopefully I see him soon and not in another 2 weeks!
So that was my weekend in a nutshell. Having hottie boy tell me how sexy I looked Sat night, Mr B fawning all over me sat night, and Mike calling me to sleep over Sat night made my shitty mood go away....even if just for a little while.
Hopefully the week gets better....this rain is killing me!
Write soon!
Me