*snores*
today was a slow, boring, but yet easy day. first per. i got to watch simpsons episodes lol. i was supposed to film my campaign thing but mr. wanzer wasnt there so....
i keep having random shit keep popping into my head. old memories that i didnt want to remember. things that drive me NUTS. gr. things that i shouldnt be thinking about at all. a few things have been bothering me that i'm not going to mention here....but it just irritates the fuck out of me. i hate being like this. i'm sick of feeling like this!!! it ruins everything. im stuck in a place where everything is just a negative feeling...where all the words out of my motuh come out in a negative way or say negative things...either about myself, my friends, other people, or the way my life is totally and utterly wrong. i need some time to myself......like, alot of freakin' time.
not trying to sound like a depressed asshole, because i'm not, im just simply not happy. not happy with me and its really hard to change how i am.
"Ive tried to go on like I never knew you
Im awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all Im going to be is incomplete" ~incomplete
totally fricken love that song.
my honey's bday is this saturday. i wish i was there to celebrate with him
i keep having random shit keep popping into my head. old memories that i didnt want to remember. things that drive me NUTS. gr. things that i shouldnt be thinking about at all. a few things have been bothering me that i'm not going to mention here....but it just irritates the fuck out of me. i hate being like this. i'm sick of feeling like this!!! it ruins everything. im stuck in a place where everything is just a negative feeling...where all the words out of my motuh come out in a negative way or say negative things...either about myself, my friends, other people, or the way my life is totally and utterly wrong. i need some time to myself......like, alot of freakin' time.
not trying to sound like a depressed asshole, because i'm not, im just simply not happy. not happy with me and its really hard to change how i am.
"Ive tried to go on like I never knew you
Im awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all Im going to be is incomplete" ~incomplete
totally fricken love that song.
my honey's bday is this saturday. i wish i was there to celebrate with him