It Took Me Awhile...

May 01, 2007 12:02

I have come to the conclusion that no one reads this journal of mine, and so I am going to simply grouse about my nasty life-- which I despise.
Mostly-- at the moment-- I despise Estel. We started off getting along fine, and now she will not speak to me.
Of course, upon writing this I realized that after I posted the whole "are you busy or do you hate me?" thing on her journal, she posted three entries on her incredible amount of business.
I suppose she tolerates me.
The loathing is over. I'm done. I'll revert back to self loathing, which is usually complete sarcasm.
Now that I have posted this, I feel a million times better.
Strange.
I shall make a new post to catalog the one good thing I did. No, wait... I believe I did two. Oh my.

hate, loathing, bipolar, loathe, hatred, despise, solitude, depression, lonliness, sudden apperance of happiness

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