ha ha ha ha haaaaa
a memory holds onto things
like the old cliches of file cabinets
but what if you learned it differently?
and i don't mean the in one ear out the other cliche either
if u know you don't know but somehow you have to really know
how do you access it
and how can you understand who u r
and what you do
why is always the question
you know that
but if that's all you know
then your worse off than when you started
because that question will get you everywhere but happy
but you aren't happy
you know that
and what does it matter
when you can ask yourself why
i can't be forgiving or change until i remember
and i often automatically push away the answers
NO DON"T THINK THAT
Don't feel
not that
and anyway, love never means happiness
happiness means love
but we're short
so grab a churn and some good ol wicca
and make your own
money tree
Forgive yourself
cause i aint doin it