it blew up today.
i didnt take my pill this morning.
not on purpose. i slept late and thought it would be best to only take the second one.
my mother didnt think that was a good enough reason,
and once again i did something wrong.
i was wrong.
"its bad for you doing this to yourself!"
i didnt do it on purpose!
"you should have taken the pill ect ect ect i cant be responsible for everything you do!"
its not like i forgot or didnt think about it. i tried to make the right choice!
"ect ect ect"
well it's not hurting anyone but me so just shut up about it!
"well its hurts me because im trying to fix you!"
silence.
she implied that im broken.
i am broken.
i am broken?
maybe broken is the way i want to be.
you can't be part of the problem and expect to save me!
as if you were helping some victim. being everyones hero.
i dont think so.
this time you are wrong.
not on purpose. i slept late and thought it would be best to only take the second one.
my mother didnt think that was a good enough reason,
and once again i did something wrong.
i was wrong.
"its bad for you doing this to yourself!"
i didnt do it on purpose!
"you should have taken the pill ect ect ect i cant be responsible for everything you do!"
its not like i forgot or didnt think about it. i tried to make the right choice!
"ect ect ect"
well it's not hurting anyone but me so just shut up about it!
"well its hurts me because im trying to fix you!"
silence.
she implied that im broken.
i am broken.
i am broken?
maybe broken is the way i want to be.
you can't be part of the problem and expect to save me!
as if you were helping some victim. being everyones hero.
i dont think so.
this time you are wrong.