icon: "voltaic (me, face at a sharp angle staring out of one eye with a slight smile and streaks of rainbow light on my face)"I LOATHE the idea of a 'honeymoon phase' or 'new relationship energy' (NRE). I hate it like I hate the idea of men being less emotional than women (which, in case you didn't know, is empirically untrue). It implies a lie.
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I like your theory about IFE, but I do think there is something to novelty, because (to me, at least) falling in love is like discovering a whole new world. Certainly, you're intimately focusing on it as well - but when you fall in love with someone new, you gain access to all these feelings/insights you often have never had before, and that - the feeling of discovery, or maybe even "miracle" - does create its own, unique form of energy.
That being said, I think IFE is something that often overlaps with NRE, and while you can never quite get the NRE back (by definition), the IFE rises and ebbs with the reasons, almost. In my own relationship, for example, I often feel wildly excited about my partner even after over two years (which, I realize, is not terribly long, but long enough that most people consider it past the stereotypical "honeymoon" phase). However, it's much more of a renewed appreciation for something I have already, as well as an ongoing joy over something I feel like we've built and something I feel like I can rely on/come home to. When my relationship was new, I felt like a kid walking into a candy store for the very first time and first learning what deliciousness really was - the novelty is exciting because you never realized, or never experienced, that deliciousness for yourself before. Then it does become "normalized," and the sort of precariousness giddiness you feel at first gives way to something even better: the idea that the candy will never go away :D
...also, WOW, I wrote an essay, I am sorry. Apparently I have a lot of feelings on this topic!
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yes, this. I've been with my partner for almost 16 years, and it definitely ebbs and flows. Sometimes we each have too much going on in our own lives to put as much focus on the relationship as we'd like, but that's an understood thing. As long as it doesn't go too far, it's an accepted part of the cycle.
I think we can't sustain that amount of focus permanently because if we did, we'd wind up ignoring our own needs.
Also, I see the honeymoon phase a little differently. Not only are you getting to know someone new, with all that comes with that, but you're getting to know yourself through someone else's eyes, which can be equally exciting.
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I really like this statement. I know I've had different partners bring out different sides of my personality and it was just as interesting learning about these new sides of me as it was learning about the new sides of them as things started out.
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definitely! I don't think it is healthy to have IFE all the time because then you would not be investing enough in the rest of your life. And it's also not possible to have it all the time because it takes way too much work!
For me, getting to know myself through someone else's eyes is HUGELY exciting but happens just as much with people I know very well as it does with new people. For me, the only time it is lacking is when one or both of us get in a rut where we are not learning and growing (which could happen at any point in the relationship).
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Not only are you getting to know someone new, with all that comes with that, but you're getting to know yourself through someone else's eyes, which can be equally exciting.
Ooh, very true! Actually, that was always one of my favourite parts about seeing somebody new.
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I understand that some people do like novelty... it's just not connected to love, for me. Those feelings and insights, I tend to have more often by deliberately creating them with people I already know extremely well. And I feel certain that I am not the only one, and that people are cutting themselves off from having these by thinking that they can't make them happen but have to just stumble into them.
I think part of my problem is that I just don't have much of a fondness for novelty, or rather, I don't find it exciting. So for me, the 345466th time I had the candy is as good as the first time, as long as I am being fully present.
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Personally, I do like the novelty, but I think the quality of novelty actually differs between relationships that are short-lived and relationships that ultimately go the distance, if that makes any sense. The difference isn't always immediately appreciable, which is why people do get confused. I wasn't a particularly romantic/giddy person before I met my boyfriend, so when that happened, I guess I felt sort of a personal awakening? So, it wasn't just that I was sleeping with this sexy new guy, even though I was - it was more that I'd finally met somebody who gave me feelings I'd never previously had access to. For that reason, I appreciate the "novelty," although I suspect what I'm really talking about is something deeper. Anyway, now, I still have access to those feelings, and they've only grown since those first months - so the IFE is still very much there, and, as you said, something that requires active input from both parties to make happen.
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mm, I think I understand the difference you're talking about. There's having a new experience, and then there is discovering a new facet to life. They're both novel, but the second one has far more profound effect.
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