loss and longing and lacking nourishment

[belenen]

crying right now. I feel such acute loss. Aurilion cut me out again and it hurt worse this time because I really thought things were going to be different. Everyone I've ever felt a strong connection with, except for Kylei, is not bonded with me. Ava disappeared, Anika left twice for reasons I still don't really know, Viv I can't connect with

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[shioneh]

These are but words but I want to say I am sorry you are in so much pain, feeling so much loss and that this is happening :(

For what it's worth, I wish my life included you in it :( I truly do love you. I need to send you a mail.

*love*..

[ravensong]

*offers hugs* I hope you find exactly what you are seeking. <3

[nowiamsix]

I'm realizing more and more that I just want connection with people, and not necessarily a romantic interaction (as I have been confusing the two). I want that exchange of energy, too. I hope that you find what you are looking for! *offer of hugs*

[meadowhawk]

Still here and very much aware of the connection. I feel the ache and wish paths hadn't diverged as far as they have. You are always welcome in our home for any reason with no excuse needed.

I hope to find what you are seeking, or grow into seeking the things the universe has ready for you. Hugs as always and anytime you want them.

ps. I hope you like the sigil, it is more than just art, but if not, washing it off will remove it completely. I didn't want to pull you away from talking and saying goodbye to people to mention at the time.

[frecklestars]

Sometimes people just aren't meant to be with us at a particular time, for whatever reason. It's shitty and it doesn't help, but please know that there are other people who have also had this happen, and it sucks, and we empathize. *enthusiastic squeezes*

Edit: I also feel that I should underscore the fact that I also feel connected to you. The distance sucks, but if you need me, I will answer the phone. Or the video call. Whatever. Whenever.