Your ability to devine and express your innermost feelings is something to be envied! As I read this post, I am reminded of two tidbits of wisdom relating to my personal struggles and feel the urge to pass on. So I will act on that feeling and share: 1) feelings are feelings, not facts. So how we choose to deal or not deal with them is truely a conscious choice. 2) I also call myself a wimp. Why? Well, it is obviously fear. One of the most eye opening things that I have ever read was written by Dr. Thom Rutledge and he says "how we relate to fear determines how we do in life, and maybe it (the way we relate to fear) is the essense of who we are". So, that leaves me with the burning question: Do I want the remainder of my biography shaped by fear or by desire?.....
You absolutely remind me of myself.... Every inch of me felt like I was on fire.. I wanted everything, to go everywhere and to feel. I think we have the touch of the wild in us. The closer to nature you feel and are connected to the more wild is in you. That wild spirit only seems to be subdued if we are in "captivity". In any case it does get much easier to regulate the energy... It takes time.
I haven't commented due to my own livejournal hiatus, but I just wanted to let you know that I've been reading and have really enjoyed the journey of self-exploration you're on.
And I think it's excellent to realize your need for sex. You'll get lots of it--how could anyone NOT be blow away by you?
Well... I am right there with you for the OHGODIWANTSEX. You're not a Leo, by any chance, are you? Because if so, then I blame the sudden heat on something astrological... ;)
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And I think it's excellent to realize your need for sex. You'll get lots of it--how could anyone NOT be blow away by you?
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