Re: Probably also incoherent, and best served w/ saltbelenenJuly 15 2009, 16:39:06 UTC
hee hee, I think the Protagonist hit it right on the head with "what bullshit!" -- it being bullshit (meaningless) that people chase / hotdogs & buns come in different numbers. Or maybe it means that supply can never meet demand in some things.
mm, yes, I understand that Being -- I've done that consciously with Hannah and Aurilion and Ash and completely unintentionally with Viv. ♥ I want to practice it more with people I feel less safe with, I think that would be a good growth path for me. Thank you so much for sharing that thought!
It's not that the relationships don't "level up," because they do! and it's not too slowly either -- some of them are coming along at quite a fast pace (for once I'm not feeling impatient, haha!) but I don't seem to be leveling up. It's like a video game you've already played all the way through -- playing it over, you miss discovering all those little tricks. You're still "leveling up" but you're not actually learning anything -- your brain is not "leveling up." I want it to be harder dammit. This is why I hated math. I've never been very tolerant of review. I don't like knowing things, I like discovering things.
mm, yes, I understand that Being -- I've done that consciously with Hannah and Aurilion and Ash and completely unintentionally with Viv. ♥ I want to practice it more with people I feel less safe with, I think that would be a good growth path for me. Thank you so much for sharing that thought!
It's not that the relationships don't "level up," because they do! and it's not too slowly either -- some of them are coming along at quite a fast pace (for once I'm not feeling impatient, haha!) but I don't seem to be leveling up. It's like a video game you've already played all the way through -- playing it over, you miss discovering all those little tricks. You're still "leveling up" but you're not actually learning anything -- your brain is not "leveling up." I want it to be harder dammit. This is why I hated math. I've never been very tolerant of review. I don't like knowing things, I like discovering things.
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