Pandora has reawakened my love for music!
bluebl00d and
acid_burns got it started by introducing me to all kinds of new music, but that wasn't a daily thing of course -- now I can discover new music anytime I want. It's awesome -- just enter a song or artist and it creates a station based on that music, not by genre but by actual SOUND, OMG it's thrilling! Just a few days ago I discovered
Neulander, and fell so in love that I had to buy the music immediately (instead of hunting through used CD stores & ebay like usual).
I used to be utterly ADDICTED to music; I never left the house without my walkman, and the first thing I did when I walked into my bedroom was turn on the radio. I knew all the groups on the three stations I listened to; my list of favorites ran into 40s; I could wax rhapsodic on genre or group; I knew all these esoteric groups no one else had ever heard of; I saved up at age 13-14 to buy a stereo that was about $150 -- a hell of a lot of money for someone who made 5$ an hour babysitting occasionally. The greatest thrill in my life was hearing a powerful song by a group I hadn't heard of. Music was my passion, my life -- my mother and father and friend. When I was hurting I turned to God and music together -- I would put on music and talk to God. I would listen to a CD on random and ask God to speak to me through a song... so many times a line would catch my attention, one that I'd heard a million times but had new meaning to me in that moment.
When The Benjamin Gate broke up I lost interest in music. I loved that band SO much and they were SO much a part of my life. I saw them 6 times in concert, three times in Georgia, once flying to Pennsylvania, once driving to Tennessee, and for their final show I (and three others) drove 13 hours ONE WAY to Texas. They gave me so much hope... if they hadn't come out with a new CD when I was living with my aunt and uncle I don't think I could have stood that time. When they broke up I went into mourning, I think. I didn't want to love any band the way I loved them... They WERE music to me, so when I buried my feelings for them, I buried my passion for all of music.
Now that passion is reawakening, stirring to life within me. I am wildly yearning to go to a concert and hear someone play who can make my soul scream in agreement. (I am definitely going to that Mutemath concert -- can't wait!) I think it is beautifully appropriate that
Adie has just released her solo album (though I haven't heard it, 'cept for the few songs on her myspace). She's moving on as I am.
this took FOREVER. but I love it! I added part of it to my
userinfo and the whole thing to my
myspace. Yes I have a myspace, I use it for collecting new music, don't judge me, you!
adored favorites:
(absolutely MUST have, desert island necessity, would perish without! all current loves, listened to constantly)
love deeply but wouldn't quite die without:
(used-to-be-obsessive favorites & new groups that I love but not adore)
greatly enjoy:
(either adore the sound but doesn't have deep meaning to me or vice versa)
fond of:
(used to be favorites and now I love them for what they used to mean to me, not necessarily their sound)
Comment and tell me what (if any, heh) music you share my love for!