Noël, vraiement?
I just went into an unbelievable arguement with someone I held dear. What a great holiday really! the situation was brewing for a year now but I'm so desappointed in and angry at this person. A fine mess indeed, this Christmas time!
On top of that I'm so very destabilized by the conditions the poor cats at my local shelter are enduring. I don't know what to do. I can't adopt the 30 or so cats! I'm not even sure I can adopt one in so short a notice after Douce's death. I feel lonely but I'm not sure I have got enough strength and mustered anough energy to face the inevitable contingencies of a life with a domestic animal. Douce's death let me so broken and so dry, so deprived and so exhausted both emotionally and physically. At least I can enjoy my sleeping in the morning and no questioning about potential health issues.
And if I adopted a kitty, which one would it be? I don't feel a particular attraction towards any of them, even less towards the ones who would be the logic choices by mere selection of age, for example...
On top of that I'm so very destabilized by the conditions the poor cats at my local shelter are enduring. I don't know what to do. I can't adopt the 30 or so cats! I'm not even sure I can adopt one in so short a notice after Douce's death. I feel lonely but I'm not sure I have got enough strength and mustered anough energy to face the inevitable contingencies of a life with a domestic animal. Douce's death let me so broken and so dry, so deprived and so exhausted both emotionally and physically. At least I can enjoy my sleeping in the morning and no questioning about potential health issues.
And if I adopted a kitty, which one would it be? I don't feel a particular attraction towards any of them, even less towards the ones who would be the logic choices by mere selection of age, for example...