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[behind_my_mask]

Man. I'm tellin ya. Nick was being a jerk today. He really is ignoring me. I guess he said he was going to because, in his words "well, i'm just going to pretend that i dont care [that i'm not going out with Gina] and try to avoid her." That makes me sooooooooooo mad! I could almost slap him he's being so mean! I wrote him an e-mail telling him how i felt, i hope it makes a differnce. I hope he GETS it even, i dunno how often he checks his email. I really dont want to lose him as a friend. I'm more then willing to forget my feelings for him and settle for "just friends". I dont know. But yeah, afte school i went downtown with Shigomi and Gene. Shigomi got her ears pierced four more times and we walked to the Pawn shope, cuz Gene wanted to get an N64, but it wasnt open. So they walked me home then they went home. When we were standing in the beauty place, waiting for Shigomi to get her ears done, me and him were standing behind her and there were these full wall mirrors and i could see us in it. I realized that me and him look really cute together, i could so imagine myself hanging off his arm, it would be perfect. I wish it would happen, but it wont, so i'm going to just forget about it and push the thought out of my mind. I'm such a loser, i know, but hey, what can i do about it, huh? Whatever. I'm gonna go type my stuff for english and mythology up now. I'mm catch ya lata. Love and Peace!

I'm wearing: ripped jeans, a white tank top under a black zip up hoodie, wrist cuffs, unmatching socks