Apr 19, 2004 20:43
Ah man, today has been an odd day. School went fine, i painted some more. Then i got home and my mom took me to get job applications, i think i got like 5 or 6 of them. When i was filling them out, they all had "skills, interests, and abilities". I realized that i have no skills. no interests. no ablilities. I was devistated. I cried for about two hours. Then i called Ayami, cuz i knew that she'd make me feel better. She did. She doesnt have skills interests or abilities either. After we had a pity party together. She told me about a converstion she had with Nick online last night. She asked him why he didnt tell me about Kayla. he was shocked that i knew. He told her that he would'a done me, but tha ti was a day too late. I was fricken out of town! I'm sorry Nick! Why the heck couldnt he have waited two freaking days until i got back in town! He would've had alot more fun with me. Kayla is like uber-shy. I would've gone as far as he would've taken me, NO MATTER WHAT! But whatever. I dont care. He said that he's gona ignore me now, but that just dont fly with me! I wrote him a note and stuff. Hopefully that'll patch things up... hopefully. Oh well. Tomorrow, me and Ayami are gonna go swimming or something. She workin out at her pit tonight, so she cant do anything, but tomorrow she's free. Next year, me and her are gonna go to Prom together, since we're both losers who cant get boyfriends. It'll be a blast! ^-^ Well, i'll catch ya lata. love and peace!
I'm wearing: black jeans, a black hoodie, wrist cuffs, matching socks.