Hey! I haven't updated in a while, but things have been fun lately; although I have definitely not been happy these past few days also. They have also been very stressful, which added to me not being happy
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Bethany Bethany Bethany.. what to say.. what to say.. First of all.. you are not a bitch.. if you look in the Dictonary and look up Bitch you will see a picture of me cuz I am the biggest bitch around :-D KIDDING! But anyway.. well Chris.. hmm I think hes saying that so that you DONT do it.. Beth you have no reason to do this to yourself.. it does not take the pain away.. it dont.. it just hurts you worse! I learned that the hard way.. please dont do it anymore. when you feel the NEED to.. instead of picture something sharp up pick the phone up.. call someone.. just to calm yourself down! I look @ myself in the mirror EVERYDAY and look and say.. why the hell am I here? then I look @ the pictures all over my wall and say.. thats why! Beth everyone is here for a reason.. and they leave for a reason. and you shouldnt leave until that reason is put to the test. I was told that when I was the way you are.. and beleive it or not it helped me out A LOT.. so please take that to your heart.. and think about it girlie! well thats all for me..
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Thanks Karen. You;re not a bitch either though!!! I know that it doesn't really take the pain away, basically, I do it because I cause pain to other people, why not myself too? Wow, that is really a good quote, thanks a lot. That hit me hard. Thanks soooo much, Karen. I know we're not THAT great of friends and we don't really talk all THAT much, but I'm glad that you are still there for me and help me whenever you can. Thanks sooo much, Karen, you are an awesome friend! Love ya!!
well I dont think that you should look @ it that way anymore. I mean you think that you cause people pain but in reality you dont. Cuz I think the same thing, but then its like no I dont what the hell am I talking about you know? So just look @ it to where you say that you DONT cause pain to people, so therefor you wont wanna cause pain to YOU.. you know? But well I am glad that, that quote hit you hard. It hit me really hard too. Cuz it is so true when you think about it. So yeah just think about that quote and I bet you ANYTHING you wont feel so down! But well I know that we arent that good of friends, but I dont like to see people hurt, so I try to help out as MUCH as I can! I am glad that I did! Thanx I get that I am an awesome friend from A LOT of people.. sometimes its hard to believe but oh well! Love ya!
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