whoa scary dream
so other stuff from anotehr dream had sort of run into this one, but whatever, it wasnt important.
it's night time (dark outside) and i have just pulled up to my house, which is on n druid hills road btw the intersection of n druid hills and the highway ramp. i share the house with my current roommates.it's yellow and quite small. i go to the mailbox to check the mail. it is right up against the house and is cubbyholes like you'd find in school offices. in my cubby is a tiny envelope, like the ones from florists. i recognize it as another note from my "secret admirer," whom i'd met but am not interested in. the note is in zach's handwriting (how fitting). around the house and near the cubby are tall bushes/shrubs. i am going up the concrete steps into the house when my secret admirer or whatever pops out of the bushes. it is someone i "recognize". he has blonde hair and big pleading blue eyes with long eyelashes and sort of looks like a kid, and he sort of looks like AJ from middle school. he also has a bit of gynecomastia. he asks me if i want to go get some food. i go in the house for just a sec, i am starting to get pretty scared, cause this guy was hiding in my bushes, WTF. i open the door and fake sick to him, but he doesn't buy it (but doesn't say that aloud). he just keeps begging me to come get food with him (there are fast food restaurants in real life and in the dream all up and down that street), even when i tell him i just ate with my friend. he's begging and looking really sad and saying "but i just want a drink!" or "but you could just get a drink" and he just has this sad desperate expression that scares me shitless. i tell him i am sick and to go home. i wonder if he had always been hiding in the bushes when he had left his notes. in the dream i knew that i already knew who it was and we had met face to face etc, like the fact that it was him and that i knew it was him wasn't a surprise to either me or him. kind of the same as at the point in real life where i had been texting zach back and forth and we had established he was the note guy etc, but i was trying to politely avoid him.
i immediately decide to drive somewhere (don't know where, it wasnt important) and i am on the highway. i am super creeped the fuck out about that "secret admirer" and glad i'd left. i think about the fact that he has gynecomastia and a feminine face and start to wonder if he is intersex or something. everyone has their lights on. a dark red buicky looking car is swerving and going from lane to lane, more side to side than forward. i can tell the car is about to blow up because it is sparking or something. all the other cars can tell too and we're all trying to get away form it at once, which is tough. i am not making any progress and am in the far left lane. a speaker comes from the car (because it's a luxury car duh) and says that the car is about to blow up and for everyone to get away. the car is weaving and everyone is trying to get away every time it comes toward them (me included). some people DO get away but i cant find a way to get past (not thick traffic though). the voice gets like saying its gonna blow up pretty soon and then sort of i'm IN my car, but i AM my car, same with the buick and it's a balding man who has a sort of walkman/tape recorder, which is where the voice comes from. he is sort of checking everyone's forehead/temperature as they go by, and then letting them pass, all the while saying that the car is about to blow up. like if he feels your forehead and it's hot, your car is overheating and going to blow up like is, and that probably happened because your car got too close to his. when i go by, i run/drive the second his hand touches my forehead, and he's like "wait i didn't get to see-" and then i am in the far left lane driving. i see robots fixing what looks like a power cable in the fuck i forget what it's called, the lane you pull over into. the robots that mostly just look like mini bulldozers but with pinchers instead of the bucket thing are repairing a cable in that safety lane thing on the left. i dont drive any more so i dont remember what it's called. that lane you pull over into. i wonder if the power cable thing the robots are fixing has anything to do with the car that's about to blow up. then i wake up.
i know that it was dark in the dream and when i looked out at the restaurants it was colored lights (like in real life but that's what stood out). same with the headlights on the highway during the driving. the scary thing about the stalkerish person was his feelings more than anything. he was so desperate and crazy-seeming and just sort idono he really obviously psychological/emotional problems and it made me really uncomfortable. funny cause in real life, that never does, even when it should. kind of the same feeling i got with zach. it's so weird because i had some pretty significant dreams when i was really little about being the object of someone's forceful/creepy romantic obsession, and my reaction was pity/disgust/fear, same as in this dream. the feeling i get from the guy, and the blue eyes and blonde hair, the note leaving, the desperation, etc is a lot like zach, but the dream isn't about him.
it's night time (dark outside) and i have just pulled up to my house, which is on n druid hills road btw the intersection of n druid hills and the highway ramp. i share the house with my current roommates.it's yellow and quite small. i go to the mailbox to check the mail. it is right up against the house and is cubbyholes like you'd find in school offices. in my cubby is a tiny envelope, like the ones from florists. i recognize it as another note from my "secret admirer," whom i'd met but am not interested in. the note is in zach's handwriting (how fitting). around the house and near the cubby are tall bushes/shrubs. i am going up the concrete steps into the house when my secret admirer or whatever pops out of the bushes. it is someone i "recognize". he has blonde hair and big pleading blue eyes with long eyelashes and sort of looks like a kid, and he sort of looks like AJ from middle school. he also has a bit of gynecomastia. he asks me if i want to go get some food. i go in the house for just a sec, i am starting to get pretty scared, cause this guy was hiding in my bushes, WTF. i open the door and fake sick to him, but he doesn't buy it (but doesn't say that aloud). he just keeps begging me to come get food with him (there are fast food restaurants in real life and in the dream all up and down that street), even when i tell him i just ate with my friend. he's begging and looking really sad and saying "but i just want a drink!" or "but you could just get a drink" and he just has this sad desperate expression that scares me shitless. i tell him i am sick and to go home. i wonder if he had always been hiding in the bushes when he had left his notes. in the dream i knew that i already knew who it was and we had met face to face etc, like the fact that it was him and that i knew it was him wasn't a surprise to either me or him. kind of the same as at the point in real life where i had been texting zach back and forth and we had established he was the note guy etc, but i was trying to politely avoid him.
i immediately decide to drive somewhere (don't know where, it wasnt important) and i am on the highway. i am super creeped the fuck out about that "secret admirer" and glad i'd left. i think about the fact that he has gynecomastia and a feminine face and start to wonder if he is intersex or something. everyone has their lights on. a dark red buicky looking car is swerving and going from lane to lane, more side to side than forward. i can tell the car is about to blow up because it is sparking or something. all the other cars can tell too and we're all trying to get away form it at once, which is tough. i am not making any progress and am in the far left lane. a speaker comes from the car (because it's a luxury car duh) and says that the car is about to blow up and for everyone to get away. the car is weaving and everyone is trying to get away every time it comes toward them (me included). some people DO get away but i cant find a way to get past (not thick traffic though). the voice gets like saying its gonna blow up pretty soon and then sort of i'm IN my car, but i AM my car, same with the buick and it's a balding man who has a sort of walkman/tape recorder, which is where the voice comes from. he is sort of checking everyone's forehead/temperature as they go by, and then letting them pass, all the while saying that the car is about to blow up. like if he feels your forehead and it's hot, your car is overheating and going to blow up like is, and that probably happened because your car got too close to his. when i go by, i run/drive the second his hand touches my forehead, and he's like "wait i didn't get to see-" and then i am in the far left lane driving. i see robots fixing what looks like a power cable in the fuck i forget what it's called, the lane you pull over into. the robots that mostly just look like mini bulldozers but with pinchers instead of the bucket thing are repairing a cable in that safety lane thing on the left. i dont drive any more so i dont remember what it's called. that lane you pull over into. i wonder if the power cable thing the robots are fixing has anything to do with the car that's about to blow up. then i wake up.
i know that it was dark in the dream and when i looked out at the restaurants it was colored lights (like in real life but that's what stood out). same with the headlights on the highway during the driving. the scary thing about the stalkerish person was his feelings more than anything. he was so desperate and crazy-seeming and just sort idono he really obviously psychological/emotional problems and it made me really uncomfortable. funny cause in real life, that never does, even when it should. kind of the same feeling i got with zach. it's so weird because i had some pretty significant dreams when i was really little about being the object of someone's forceful/creepy romantic obsession, and my reaction was pity/disgust/fear, same as in this dream. the feeling i get from the guy, and the blue eyes and blonde hair, the note leaving, the desperation, etc is a lot like zach, but the dream isn't about him.