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i'm going back to atlanta soon (july 1). not sure how long i want to stay, right now it's pretty fun up here. last night autry took me to gay monday and i got shitfaced enough that i danced with a bunch of total strangers.
before we went out, i was on myspace and it said that shack was online, so on a whim i did the myspace IM thing. ever since i heard he had started doing dope (him of all people, the only one of those guys who ever had any sense or goals) and had been trying to stop i'd wanted to say what's up and give my support. but you never know if people are gonna be pissed that you "know" or whatever. anyways i IMed him and we talked on the phone and online for like four hours. he's in oklahoma and he's clean and super happy. he went to rehab and stuff. yeah, someone told me they kicked heroin and i believed them. i guess because that he got on it in the first place is just so out of character, combined with him always being level-headed, and having some serious life goals, knowing he can be a super determined and hard working guy, it makes it more believable that he's kicked it. he's such a good guy, and super talented. i'm so glad he's okay. ps. best line- "it's okay, i was practically a virgin"
speaking of people i've had awkward sexual encounters with, i called zach on his birthday (like he asked on saturday, ugh brat) but he didn't pick up. i'm kind of relieved. despite his extremely high levels of sexy, i don't need any of that drama.
alsoooo back in atlanta at least two guys i've had massive crushes on are single now...
before we went out, i was on myspace and it said that shack was online, so on a whim i did the myspace IM thing. ever since i heard he had started doing dope (him of all people, the only one of those guys who ever had any sense or goals) and had been trying to stop i'd wanted to say what's up and give my support. but you never know if people are gonna be pissed that you "know" or whatever. anyways i IMed him and we talked on the phone and online for like four hours. he's in oklahoma and he's clean and super happy. he went to rehab and stuff. yeah, someone told me they kicked heroin and i believed them. i guess because that he got on it in the first place is just so out of character, combined with him always being level-headed, and having some serious life goals, knowing he can be a super determined and hard working guy, it makes it more believable that he's kicked it. he's such a good guy, and super talented. i'm so glad he's okay. ps. best line- "it's okay, i was practically a virgin"
speaking of people i've had awkward sexual encounters with, i called zach on his birthday (like he asked on saturday, ugh brat) but he didn't pick up. i'm kind of relieved. despite his extremely high levels of sexy, i don't need any of that drama.
alsoooo back in atlanta at least two guys i've had massive crushes on are single now...