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Oct 22, 2008 01:01

there is a time when you feel enough is enough.
you get tired of helping others and in the end you need help.
im tired of trying so hard and getting nothing in return
call me selfish.
i hate feeling empty.
the feeling when your surrounded but in the end you feel so lonely.
it scares me to be honest. i don't want to go back to that place of sadness.
i want to escape
i want to feel loved and cared for.
i dont get it. whats wrong with me exactly. am i always gonna be alone.
i love God and cherish my faith. i wish everyone was able to have this amazing feeling about something oh so beautiful.
i miss my best friend Alley. she's simply amazing.
im so upset that i dont have her here anymore. i wish i could express to her how great she was to me.
i dont like not knowing
im tired of feeling stupid and working so hard for something and not feeling like your ever gonna get there.
i also love my parents.
im so blessed to have them in my life. they are the reason i am the person i am.
te amo.

xo
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