Jul 22, 2008 23:50
i feel so lonely.
i hate the i feel i need to be someone but its definitely not that its just i really wish that i felt that love from someone again.
knowing someone is there for you and cares about you because they want too.
i do miss him but i've given up.
hes been over me for a long time now and i need to move on for myself.
i see everyone with the girls and i cant help to think,"what is wrong with me?"
i think the reason why its so hard is because you go from having someone there and then its all of a suddenly gone.
i wish more then anything we were together but i guess it just wasn't meant to be.
it hurts to know how easily he gave me up.
i feel like it was all a lie.
but enough with this. i just felt the need to type this and i know no one will see it but thats a good thing cause then ill feel like a big loser :)