I Need to Cut My Hair...

[bedouin7]

Less than twenty-four hours before the big exam now. Not really nervous in the traditional sense. I'm pretty calm about it, but there is this little bit of doubt that says I will get in there and draw a total blank. Hopefully that does not happen. I just came to the realization that I have a lot of people in my life who do not consider me

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[screatch]

Good luck! I hope you do awesome on your exam.

[bedouin7]

Thanks, so do I!

[cowpiano]

I hate those types of conversations! People are either too lazy or too chicken to tell you what they truly think and then in the end it always turns out bad because you become upset with them. I've been there a few times. All you need to do is make the decision yourself.

I'll see you in 5 days! You better be sitting in my porch ready for party. Or I'll just go home and sleep. But the next night...

[bedouin7]

Yeah I pretty much already made my decisions it's just annoying because it makes me the bad guy...I will be there...waiting...in the shadows...with a sinister weapon of my choosing...ha...ha...ha.

[sfa_schwartz]

I know you probably mean me, and that email you wrote me awhile ago, that I still have the first half of my reply written to. But then I reread it after the next time we hung out, and it didn't seem fair anymore. Then, yes, I forgot about it. And I don't care because a lot of those issues I don't think about anymore, I would rather just move on from those sort of things and think about them, then let it all go and continue. If you want to talk about any of it, that's ok, I just prefer to do these things in person.

It's okay you didn't come to my Christmas Party, no one else bothered to either. It turned out for the extreme best, and I am vair vair pleased, however, it was really disapointing when no one even bothered to call and let me know that isn't in my residence, because those are the only ones that showed up... kind of just lets you know.

[bedouin7]

It was really more of a general thing, I guess it is partly you but its really not about the individual issues anymore it was more just about the fact that nobody replies ever, including my dad which is really annoying so don't worry about it, you're right what's done is done and re-living it at this point is not going to change things. I would have called, but the last two weeks have just been so busy that I totally forgot about it until that night and then I had to get into studying. I was going to leave you a message but then I got eating dinner and forgot about it. Sorry. I'll see you back in Lindsay, I'm returning on Friday.