**WARNING** long, kate discussing her thoughts at 3am. that should say enough

[bedofstars]

this break has left me questioning life, mine and those around me, more than i ever have before. although last year i felt as though everyone i knew from san diego was moving forward in their lives, it wasn't until this christmas break that i really felt this split becoming a reality. hearing people talk about how it was the last time they would

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[mayon86]

I never really had like a group of friends, except in lower school... In middle school i was mostly with one friend, i mean there were other nice ppl, but i didn't really hang out with them, well actually my friends changed a lot in middle school, but i never had a real group of friends. Then in high school, in 10th grade (first grade of high school), i was only with 3 friends, but it was awesome, but none of them i knew from middle school. I actually didn't keep in touch with anybody from middle school or lower school... Then in 11th grade, i met new ppl and met new friends, but it was still a few friends, and then i went to the us and i met you all, and then last year, 12th grade i also made new friends because all of my friends had left high school. And this year i also made new friends, because well, new school new friends...
But i've never had like a group of 15 or even 10 ppl i was friends with and i would hang out with at the same time. And here, in guingamp, i have friends but like they don't know each other, or even some of them don't like each other. So I'm always hanging out with like 2 or 3 ppl max.
And i really don't like that either. And also, i don't have friends i've known for my whole life, i always here ppl saying that they know each other since lower school or even middle school, but i don't know anybody anymore from that time. I wish i could stay friends with ppl for a longer time... I don't really know how to say what i mean...
Even without moving (i lived in the same town for my whole life, except for san diego and this year), friendships can be weird too...
I could talk about that for hours, but i think my comment is already long enough... lol. but long entry, long comment :)
I missss you!!!

[bedofstars]

awwww marion i miss you too!!! its so hard to keep in touch with people, that's what ive realized. and its so sad cause especially when people are far away its even harder and ahhhh. i agree with what you said about all different kind of friendships being weird, its hard. but yeah, we should talk soon so we stay in touch and stuff and hopefully i can come visit you soon!

[mayon86]

yay! come visit!
I was gonna call ppl this weekend but i was kinda sick so i didn't... I'll try to call later, like next weekend prolly...
Luv