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Ever feel like you should be really happy but you don't want to make the effort to be? Stand up comedy is on the TV right now and I'm listening to music and somehow I feel like I should feel really happy about it. Not really about the situation, but I shouldn't feel sad. But I'm too lazy to smile or laugh. I just don't feel like making the effort. I have to sneeze but I don't really want to make the effort. I don't want to move a muscle but yet I'm typing this.
I am the epitome of laziness. There is no further that I could possibly go. I'm a very happy person most of the time and I laugh at everything yet I can't seem to laugh at Bernie Mac making jokes. I don't feel like it. I feel weird. Like I ate way more than I was supposed to and so I don't want to get up. Like I just ate a turkey and the tryptophan is getting to me big time. I don't feel sad or disappointed or depressed, or anything bad. I just don't feel like doing anything.
This is an utterly useless entry. I just feel like I have to write something. Kind of for my sanity almost. But not quite. I'm just kind of writing this so I can at least say I'm doing more than sitting here not being responsive to anything.
So now, I'm going to get off my ass. And at least walk around or something. Because I kind of feel like if I don't do it now, I'll never get up and be stuck in this chair forever, being a vegetable. This is a weird feeling. I think someone put something in my water.
I am the epitome of laziness. There is no further that I could possibly go. I'm a very happy person most of the time and I laugh at everything yet I can't seem to laugh at Bernie Mac making jokes. I don't feel like it. I feel weird. Like I ate way more than I was supposed to and so I don't want to get up. Like I just ate a turkey and the tryptophan is getting to me big time. I don't feel sad or disappointed or depressed, or anything bad. I just don't feel like doing anything.
This is an utterly useless entry. I just feel like I have to write something. Kind of for my sanity almost. But not quite. I'm just kind of writing this so I can at least say I'm doing more than sitting here not being responsive to anything.
So now, I'm going to get off my ass. And at least walk around or something. Because I kind of feel like if I don't do it now, I'll never get up and be stuck in this chair forever, being a vegetable. This is a weird feeling. I think someone put something in my water.