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my grandma beddow passed away. in a way it is a relief since she has been living in the ruthven care center, missing grandpa, and her mind had finally started to go.
it was unexpected her visit to the hospital, and even more unexpected how quickly she went. it all feels really surreal now, both of my dad's parents are gone.
so they've asked me to sing, and it's just hard-- i don't sing like in HS, i'm nervous
i realized this morning that i only have grandma janssen left and i started bawling-- it's like the worst is being saved for the last. my mom asked me today, to sometime bring in a packet for funeral planning and ask her to fill it out; that is a lot of pressure on me-- but i know she will listen to me more than someone else.
it was unexpected her visit to the hospital, and even more unexpected how quickly she went. it all feels really surreal now, both of my dad's parents are gone.
so they've asked me to sing, and it's just hard-- i don't sing like in HS, i'm nervous
i realized this morning that i only have grandma janssen left and i started bawling-- it's like the worst is being saved for the last. my mom asked me today, to sometime bring in a packet for funeral planning and ask her to fill it out; that is a lot of pressure on me-- but i know she will listen to me more than someone else.