whatever...
I don't know what to do or say anymore to anyone. Like seriously is there a big deep dark damp hole I can crawl into for a few thousand years them come back out and start over? Seriously.. I might just get out of Maine for a while. Maybe I'll transfer schools yet again and go somewhere far away. Maybe I won't maybe I'll just take more time off and go somewhere to explore and be free? I doubt it. I'll just continue with my downward spiral till i hit rock bottom, do some things I'll probably regret later and start a fresh start from there. I'll lose everyone that ever cared about me but well thats where I'm headed right about now. Yippie. Can't wait.