its OUR spot now!!! right duffy??? lol
so i have been working sooooo much lately, seriously im worn out...
tonight was sooo much fun... i think a peice of every wednesday from now on is dedicated to duffy and me, because it seems to be our day of choice to get together and "talk" like only we can lol...
last week was beaners... this week was a new spot, cause well beaners was closed... its at the old high school... theres these new sweet ass swing things that they have and we called dibs on them....
tonight was a good convo... one thing we talked about, i just want to put it out there one more time how truly sorry i am about something that happend a few months ago... i really am... we have both been really immature about this, and im STILL here if you ever would like to face it.... no rush... but i just thought i would tell you one more time because im just ready to close that chapter for the better and move on to more happy times... we have all grown up sooo much... we both have mutual girl friends who are reallly great and i dunno talking with duffy tonight has brought it to my attention how our rift affects more then just me and you and im not saying we should jump right back into everything, but atleast consider slowly moving in that direction and building up the trust again... just something to considering thinking about.
well people work at 7:30.... YAY... NOT.... im exhausted...
i miss aaron, but im getting to the point where i dont want to face it anymore... i dunno what to do... i just wish he never left and i didnt have to wonder about what i should be doing with my life and whats right and wrong.... his decision has affected me soo much more then i think i even realized...
my bestest will be here sunday for good.... gosh i cant wait... i need her, shes my other half and she makes me stronger...
~*Rachael*~
tonight was sooo much fun... i think a peice of every wednesday from now on is dedicated to duffy and me, because it seems to be our day of choice to get together and "talk" like only we can lol...
last week was beaners... this week was a new spot, cause well beaners was closed... its at the old high school... theres these new sweet ass swing things that they have and we called dibs on them....
tonight was a good convo... one thing we talked about, i just want to put it out there one more time how truly sorry i am about something that happend a few months ago... i really am... we have both been really immature about this, and im STILL here if you ever would like to face it.... no rush... but i just thought i would tell you one more time because im just ready to close that chapter for the better and move on to more happy times... we have all grown up sooo much... we both have mutual girl friends who are reallly great and i dunno talking with duffy tonight has brought it to my attention how our rift affects more then just me and you and im not saying we should jump right back into everything, but atleast consider slowly moving in that direction and building up the trust again... just something to considering thinking about.
well people work at 7:30.... YAY... NOT.... im exhausted...
i miss aaron, but im getting to the point where i dont want to face it anymore... i dunno what to do... i just wish he never left and i didnt have to wonder about what i should be doing with my life and whats right and wrong.... his decision has affected me soo much more then i think i even realized...
my bestest will be here sunday for good.... gosh i cant wait... i need her, shes my other half and she makes me stronger...
~*Rachael*~