OMG I want to do it...still

[bedazzlingmind]

yep children, it is that time again.

Time for me to fall apart.
time for me to cry
time for me to say fuck it all
time for me to hurt real bad
time for the outside to match the inside
time to lie
time to cover it up
time to not be normal
time to just be alone and do it

I hate this, but it is me, i wouldn't be such an adventure otherwise.
I have a feeling bad habits are going to reemerge,
I am a devastated person.
yay