Gah.
So, I'm falling into depression again. It doesn't seem to matter how early I go to bed, I have a hard time pushing myself out of bed before 10:30. And then I'm only getting up so I can force myself to eat lunch, except for Wednesday when I skipped eating until 5:00 pm.
Being depressed does absolutely nothing good for my temper, and I know I've been unduly bristly a fair amount lately. I'm sorry about that but once the emotional tide gets going, it's hard to stop. Especially when it seems like people keep provoking me. It doesn't matter whether or not people actually are provoking me or if I'm just overreacting, because first something has to get me to step away and go do something else for a while.
I'm getting better about that, but I'm really not very good at it yet.
Being depressed does absolutely nothing good for my temper, and I know I've been unduly bristly a fair amount lately. I'm sorry about that but once the emotional tide gets going, it's hard to stop. Especially when it seems like people keep provoking me. It doesn't matter whether or not people actually are provoking me or if I'm just overreacting, because first something has to get me to step away and go do something else for a while.
I'm getting better about that, but I'm really not very good at it yet.