almost there
i again find myself very upset. i just feel not good enough sometimes. im sick of being the bitch. i really am. i do so much for people. and i fucking complain once and i get shit for it. well im done. trying to be some peoples friend is just to much work. this summer has tought me who my true friends are. it really has. and those who have upset me, well your just not worth my time and im done being upset about it. call me a spoiled only child all you want but i think i was raised very well with complete respect for other people. sorry if thats wrong to be considerate and always thinking of other people. so this year am i going to be as good of a friend to those who have been too me. and those who havent... fuck you. yeah im done being the better person. i thought i could be an erin or mary but it just hurts.
ok now thats out of the way... i had an AWESOME weekend. beth came thursday and we did a lil birthday present exchanging. awesome gifts for everyone!! i just love beth. there need to be more of her. seriously. mary and lisa came... aww i miss them. they are great too. Nicole and Cory cam on friday. i forgot how much i missed nicole. love her too. and jeff andie mikey and kelly came on saturday. miss them all too. my ole roomie stopped by too!! i miss her tons! and of course me erin and ashley were all here for the excitment. it was just a great weekend. i needed it. i miss my boyfriend soooo much!! omg i cant wait for tuesday!! so thanx to everyone that made this weekend great!! i love you guys!! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!! LOVE YA!!
p.s. thanx to beth, kelly, and ashley who left me sweet comments awhile ago. they made me feel much better. i love you guys!
ok now thats out of the way... i had an AWESOME weekend. beth came thursday and we did a lil birthday present exchanging. awesome gifts for everyone!! i just love beth. there need to be more of her. seriously. mary and lisa came... aww i miss them. they are great too. Nicole and Cory cam on friday. i forgot how much i missed nicole. love her too. and jeff andie mikey and kelly came on saturday. miss them all too. my ole roomie stopped by too!! i miss her tons! and of course me erin and ashley were all here for the excitment. it was just a great weekend. i needed it. i miss my boyfriend soooo much!! omg i cant wait for tuesday!! so thanx to everyone that made this weekend great!! i love you guys!! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!! LOVE YA!!
p.s. thanx to beth, kelly, and ashley who left me sweet comments awhile ago. they made me feel much better. i love you guys!