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i need aug. 16th here more than ever. not for ne reason about my current living situation. but ive realized that going this long with out seeing angela seriously makes me sad. i need her, mary, and nicole more than i ever have in my life. i just cant handle it. i dont even know what im talking about. im just really sad right night. its boredom sad. i dont even know what that is. but ive got it. i feel terrible because im the worst girlfriend ever cuz i just am sad all the time. i cant wait for the party next week.