i feel icky......

[becko713]

ok so here's the thing...i NEVER get sick....EVER and i hate it when i do though. not to be whatever but i woke up this morning, skipped 1st, and felt that achy feelig all over. i hate that feeling more than ever. I seriously wanted to die...it's like that pre-game feeling where you just know the next morning you're goign to wake up and feel shitty as all get out....oh a lighter note, as much as everyone wanted to rip off brian, ashely, angela (sorta), and my head this morning in chorus....it was soo much fun playing ms. foland for the day, i mean i'm pretty sure she'd be amazingly proud, if i do say so myself. overall, i have a much larger respect for cully and foland now than i ever did before. keeping like 60-70 HS students quiet to such a challenge. snaps to you cull. anyways, so today was just fun after school. I picked my sis up at the airport which was just amazing, it is crazy that she's like at my house right now, i feel as though she doesn't belong or something. she even was like it feels weird to just be visiting here and not actually staying like it's real home (ok TEARS...) but totally true though, right? anyways it was just fun to come home nad see my parents reactions. my dad was mowing the lawn and had no idea it was his daughter coming to visit. he freaked. and once we walked in the house my mom just stood there and started bawling...ahh i love suprises!! it was just fun because my fame never does super crazy stuff like this, overall just amazing, and i love my sister to death...i know i did before but i feel like (this might sound bad) but now that i don't see her as often (meaning NEVER b/c she lives in ohio) that it's like broughten us closer on some level....i love. it's like you don't know what you've got til it's gone ya know....well not gone, gone but you get my drift. shes a keeper though. P.s. college apps i'm addicted to in some weird way. i'm so close to being finished i can pretty much almost taste it. i'm just way nerv to get the letters back from the colleges. but who isn't these days you know. ok well i'm off to bed, blah. NIGHT!

peace, love, and sisprises (sister suprises, i know what you're thinking that's the nastiest mix of words EVER, but it's fine...really),
boo

p.s. life is amazing (minus when you're sick)