today was pretty neat-o.
so me and samira went to this spa nail salon thing where they do all kinds of shit, and i spent like 30 dollars on a pedicure (which are usually like 15) but anyways it was soooo worth it. i'm so stressed and i guess i just needed some time... and some shopping which always does it.. and me and samira saw this twiggy little balerina girl and we started like 'booing' because she looked really good in her clothes.
next thing, i was upset cause my boobs are too big to look cute in a shirt, so i went to victoria secrets and got a bra with NO PADDING. samira was upset that she couldn't fit into this pair of pants she had been pining for because she got tiny hips. and yeah... but we still had fun none the less.
i'm hanging out with her and a couple of old acquaintances of mine... didn't think that i'd actually chill with these people, but you never know until you try. and samira said something that made me feel a little sick... she asked me if i had a crush on this one kid that we're chilling with tommorow... and i mean he's ok looking, but idk, it felt wierd to think of someone. like, depressing. samira said "it takes time" and i think i'm going to follow her advice because she's been here before too. it's just, once you get accustomed to one specific person, nothing else seems to measure up. i think i'm just thinking too much.
i had fun today though.
<3bekah
next thing, i was upset cause my boobs are too big to look cute in a shirt, so i went to victoria secrets and got a bra with NO PADDING. samira was upset that she couldn't fit into this pair of pants she had been pining for because she got tiny hips. and yeah... but we still had fun none the less.
i'm hanging out with her and a couple of old acquaintances of mine... didn't think that i'd actually chill with these people, but you never know until you try. and samira said something that made me feel a little sick... she asked me if i had a crush on this one kid that we're chilling with tommorow... and i mean he's ok looking, but idk, it felt wierd to think of someone. like, depressing. samira said "it takes time" and i think i'm going to follow her advice because she's been here before too. it's just, once you get accustomed to one specific person, nothing else seems to measure up. i think i'm just thinking too much.
i had fun today though.
<3bekah