Thoughts that have been collecting in my head over the past month.
Stories that fill the world with fantasy and hope. Places you could only ever dream of. Places you could not dream of even if you tried.
I have been there. I have seen it all, everything you have ever imagined and more.
Yes.
That
That secret you kept hidden deep in the white matter of your mind.
It doesn't.
Matter, that is.
I've lived the stories in your mind.
I like them. Come join me.
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Your head swivels round.
Yes?
No?
Just for the record. You should say it.
You should say it come on you know you want to. Just express those thoughts in words.
We need it for the record.
For the record, you should say it. Say it. Say it. SAY IT.
WEAK you won't speak because words make it real. Type all you want, you disgust me.
Say it.
At least he had the guts to speak. In front of his family, his friends, the world. The world heard him and he screwed up but he is stronger than you.
Say it.
He screwed up and the world heard him. You just have one. One single person standing in front of you and you wont
SAY IT.
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Look to the west. I spilt my blood across the horizon just for you.
Take another sunset photo darling, they always look so pretty.
Take another photo with your hunny, they always looks so pretty.
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"If you run they'll follow."
I know. I want to see if they will follow me to heaven.
Wouldyoufollowmetohell?
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Ihallucinateangels.
The angel is just your mind trying to get you to accept your life.
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Sitting at a table with my closest friends. Said
"You'll never get a cooler present than the one you're gonna open right now"
I got a star.
"Im going to make you a star some day!"
He made me a star.
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#truefax
On the way out I saw one sole star in the sky. Before the sun's light had fully disappeared. The brightest one. Did you see it too? We saw the sky together.
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Looking through the 6th story window into the night. I can see myself. I can see myself next to you.
If only you'd come in. If only i'd go out.
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You see, the only plus side to my lack of sleep is that I've got less time to grind my teeth.
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No sleep? That's cool. Poor kid. Still sick? Look at those bags dipping under her eyes. Can't you see how pale she's become. My god, sunken cheeks - She looks like hell.
You can't say anything. Can't say anything.
To draw attention. To draw the attention you so desperately desire.
It's not the look you not the look you go for.
She looks like your mirror but she doesn't speak a word.
She gets all the pity, Pretty. She gets all the love.
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She is so pretty, Darling. I know you see it. One drunken encounter that's never going to end. Go chase the pretty darling. You Know you should./I set you free I set you free. So don't come running to my door, with coffee and amor. Wish I could love you. I wish I could love you back.
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Something about starry eyes changing to green eyes in a heartbeat.
Green: jealous Starry: hopeful; dreams etc.
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Let me see your eyes light up. Bare your teeth. Yeah this is the best moment of your life of my life. I wanna see you lose your control. (Nick smiled and waved.)
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I'm famished and your sight only enrages the fire. You're pretty enough to devour
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Being in love with you is the best scared I'll ever be. Adreniline rush. Secret kisses. Discovery. Pulled apart. "and I'm expected to wait for you moping while they force this out of you?" "no, I expect you'll find someone new but you have to know i will never forget you." /END. TL;DR
I have been there. I have seen it all, everything you have ever imagined and more.
Yes.
That
That secret you kept hidden deep in the white matter of your mind.
It doesn't.
Matter, that is.
I've lived the stories in your mind.
I like them. Come join me.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Your head swivels round.
Yes?
No?
Just for the record. You should say it.
You should say it come on you know you want to. Just express those thoughts in words.
We need it for the record.
For the record, you should say it. Say it. Say it. SAY IT.
WEAK you won't speak because words make it real. Type all you want, you disgust me.
Say it.
At least he had the guts to speak. In front of his family, his friends, the world. The world heard him and he screwed up but he is stronger than you.
Say it.
He screwed up and the world heard him. You just have one. One single person standing in front of you and you wont
SAY IT.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Look to the west. I spilt my blood across the horizon just for you.
Take another sunset photo darling, they always look so pretty.
Take another photo with your hunny, they always looks so pretty.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"If you run they'll follow."
I know. I want to see if they will follow me to heaven.
Wouldyoufollowmetohell?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ihallucinateangels.
The angel is just your mind trying to get you to accept your life.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sitting at a table with my closest friends. Said
"You'll never get a cooler present than the one you're gonna open right now"
I got a star.
"Im going to make you a star some day!"
He made me a star.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
#truefax
On the way out I saw one sole star in the sky. Before the sun's light had fully disappeared. The brightest one. Did you see it too? We saw the sky together.
-
Looking through the 6th story window into the night. I can see myself. I can see myself next to you.
If only you'd come in. If only i'd go out.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You see, the only plus side to my lack of sleep is that I've got less time to grind my teeth.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
No sleep? That's cool. Poor kid. Still sick? Look at those bags dipping under her eyes. Can't you see how pale she's become. My god, sunken cheeks - She looks like hell.
You can't say anything. Can't say anything.
To draw attention. To draw the attention you so desperately desire.
It's not the look you not the look you go for.
She looks like your mirror but she doesn't speak a word.
She gets all the pity, Pretty. She gets all the love.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
She is so pretty, Darling. I know you see it. One drunken encounter that's never going to end. Go chase the pretty darling. You Know you should./I set you free I set you free. So don't come running to my door, with coffee and amor. Wish I could love you. I wish I could love you back.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Something about starry eyes changing to green eyes in a heartbeat.
Green: jealous Starry: hopeful; dreams etc.
-----
Let me see your eyes light up. Bare your teeth. Yeah this is the best moment of your life of my life. I wanna see you lose your control. (Nick smiled and waved.)
-----
I'm famished and your sight only enrages the fire. You're pretty enough to devour
-----
Being in love with you is the best scared I'll ever be. Adreniline rush. Secret kisses. Discovery. Pulled apart. "and I'm expected to wait for you moping while they force this out of you?" "no, I expect you'll find someone new but you have to know i will never forget you." /END. TL;DR