skittles!!
I really do have a new found appreciation for skittles. I blame that solely on Karen because she always has them in the room. I'm quite the fan now. Really. I crave them daily. Thanks A LOT karen. hahaha. Ali just brought me skittles at work! whoooooo. I am working right now, this shift is SO fucking creepy. the CREEEEEPY shift. It's 9:30 to 1:30 AM. And it's not so bad until 12, because that is when the person I work with leaves. So i'm alll alone from 12-1:30. You'd think I'd try to get my work done. Nah, I'll just bullshit around and write in my livejournal. It's much more exciting.
This weekend was pretty cool. Went out Thursday and Saturday. Both nights Mccoys...in which I'm getting prett friggen sick of, so that needs to stop. I definitly want to do something more exciting the weekend after our break. Seriously, mccoys can only keep my interest for so long. I mean, it's awesome to end up there, but I can't just do THAT for the entire. Thursday made me realize that I can't let things get to me. Being drunk really does increase your "feelings" level, by feelings I mean like happy, sad, shit like that. I totally freaked about something thursday, that I had EVERY right to freak about...but at the same time, if i was sober I think I would have been able to shake it off better. It's just boys...they really need to get a grip sometimes. They do STUPID shit. Granted, girls do stupid shit too... I guess I just LET guys do stupid shit because I alwyas put myself out there. I ALWAYS end up the fool. ALWAYS. I really need to stop that. It's just when I like someone... I can't help it. When I like someone and I'm drunk, it's not a good combination. I just end up the fool. It's just I would'nt be the fool if it was the right kind of guy. But I always fall for the hugest JERKS that pull me along on freaking strings, and I let them. UGH...MEN. But why is drunkenness so constantly coupled with lonliness? I guess because it's a depressent. But seriously, I really hate that. Like if you like someone and you're drunk, you like them 87 times more. Maybe even 88. oof..that's a lot of liking right there.
Anyways, I should get back to my JOB. hahahaha. A lot of weirdos around here late at night. Weirdos that watch japanese cartoons for 4 hours straight. no...seriously. Every sunday night they do it. Then they lurk around and play pool or ping pong for hours on end. AHHHH. help me. hahaha.
laterrrr
becka
This weekend was pretty cool. Went out Thursday and Saturday. Both nights Mccoys...in which I'm getting prett friggen sick of, so that needs to stop. I definitly want to do something more exciting the weekend after our break. Seriously, mccoys can only keep my interest for so long. I mean, it's awesome to end up there, but I can't just do THAT for the entire. Thursday made me realize that I can't let things get to me. Being drunk really does increase your "feelings" level, by feelings I mean like happy, sad, shit like that. I totally freaked about something thursday, that I had EVERY right to freak about...but at the same time, if i was sober I think I would have been able to shake it off better. It's just boys...they really need to get a grip sometimes. They do STUPID shit. Granted, girls do stupid shit too... I guess I just LET guys do stupid shit because I alwyas put myself out there. I ALWAYS end up the fool. ALWAYS. I really need to stop that. It's just when I like someone... I can't help it. When I like someone and I'm drunk, it's not a good combination. I just end up the fool. It's just I would'nt be the fool if it was the right kind of guy. But I always fall for the hugest JERKS that pull me along on freaking strings, and I let them. UGH...MEN. But why is drunkenness so constantly coupled with lonliness? I guess because it's a depressent. But seriously, I really hate that. Like if you like someone and you're drunk, you like them 87 times more. Maybe even 88. oof..that's a lot of liking right there.
Anyways, I should get back to my JOB. hahahaha. A lot of weirdos around here late at night. Weirdos that watch japanese cartoons for 4 hours straight. no...seriously. Every sunday night they do it. Then they lurk around and play pool or ping pong for hours on end. AHHHH. help me. hahaha.
laterrrr
becka