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Still can't stop thinking about Jamie. I cried a few times on Monday during school...that was tons of fun. Yesterday I almost cried...I just can't deal with this. He wanted me to promise him that I wouldn't let this ruin my trip and it won't ruin it but it's not making things very easy. I keep thinking about it and I can't help it. I mean my heart is partially broken now what does he expect me to do? Ugh...boys suck. I just don't know what to do...
Let's see other things going on besides my love life going down the toilet... I booked my trips to Paris, Milan, Prague and London. Cully is going to come visit me and we're hopefully going to meet up in Berlin as long as my parents let me. That's at least exciting. I got some mail from Cully and Kayla (thanks!). Massimo, the older man that works at the restaurant down the street from us, he watches out for us, made dinner for us last night. It was really good too, he made fettucini with bolognese sauce. It was a little awkward having him cook for us in our apartment but the food was so good and free so I'll look past it. Jen is cooking for us tonight so another free meal. I'm actualy doing pretty well with the whole not spending any money this week. I'm pretty proud of myself. But if my Mom doesn't send my care package soon I'm going to have to spend a lot on medicine. I ran out of allergy medicine and my sinuses are starting to go crazy. I really should've had my tonsils taken out...too late now. I just better not get strep throat again, especially not here. I have yoga tonight which is good...maybe it'll help me relax and I'll hopefully get toned up because I feel like I've gained a lot of weight, but when you're in Italy it's hard not to eat all the good food.
Well anyways I have to go to class...wish me luck on not crying today...
-Nicole
Let's see other things going on besides my love life going down the toilet... I booked my trips to Paris, Milan, Prague and London. Cully is going to come visit me and we're hopefully going to meet up in Berlin as long as my parents let me. That's at least exciting. I got some mail from Cully and Kayla (thanks!). Massimo, the older man that works at the restaurant down the street from us, he watches out for us, made dinner for us last night. It was really good too, he made fettucini with bolognese sauce. It was a little awkward having him cook for us in our apartment but the food was so good and free so I'll look past it. Jen is cooking for us tonight so another free meal. I'm actualy doing pretty well with the whole not spending any money this week. I'm pretty proud of myself. But if my Mom doesn't send my care package soon I'm going to have to spend a lot on medicine. I ran out of allergy medicine and my sinuses are starting to go crazy. I really should've had my tonsils taken out...too late now. I just better not get strep throat again, especially not here. I have yoga tonight which is good...maybe it'll help me relax and I'll hopefully get toned up because I feel like I've gained a lot of weight, but when you're in Italy it's hard not to eat all the good food.
Well anyways I have to go to class...wish me luck on not crying today...
-Nicole