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You Are White Wine
Breezy and casual, you know how to have fun when you're drinking.
And even though you can kick back with a few drinks, you never let things get out of hand.
Alcohol is not a social lubricant for you... it just enhances your already sparkling personality.
You prefer to date a man who is optimistic, friendly, and funny.
What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
So I'm officially going to London in October! How crazy is that?! Unfortunatelty the Panic! At the Disco concert was sold out so I can't go to that but oh well...at least I'm going to London!!! I'm also going to Milan this weekend because it's fall fashion week! This place is crazy and it's making up for what happened yesterday... :o( Me and Jamie are on a "break" from whatever it is we had. Either way he thinks now is a good time to take some time apart because he feels it isn't fair that we're doing this whole long distance thing which sucks because a week ago it seemed like he wanted to be with me, or at least almost. I guess I'm not that lucky. Either way we're not talking until I get home from Rome which is another 3 months, but I just need to take it day by day. I still think I'm just in denial about the whole thing becuase I still feel like he's going to call me this weekend or something. It's just so hard to go so long without talking to him because he's always been there for me and I can tell him anything and everything and now I can't. It's so weird to go from being at home and talking to him multiple times a day, then coming to Rome and talking to him only a few times a week and now nothing for 3 months. But like I said one day at a time and I'll get through it...I hope. I think these weekend trips will really help make the time pass by so that's good that I have so many of them. Here's my schedule so far if anyone cares:
Sept. 22 - 24: Milan
Sept. 29 - Oct. 1: Amalfi Coast
Oct. 6: Outlet trip to designer outlets
Oct. 13 - 15: Film Festival in Rome
Oct. 19 - 22: London
Oct. 26 - 29: Paris (possibly)
Nov. 2 - 5: Barcelona (don't think I'm going though)
Nov. 10 - 13: Berlin (Cully's coming to visit me!!!)
Nov. 30 - Dec. 3: Prague!
That's everything...and there'll probably be a trip to Florence, Tuscany and Verona somewhere in there, and possibly Sicily to visit family. I already went to Venice which was beautiful! If you ever get the chance to go, definitely go there. I went on a gondole ride and everything. I bought presents for people too because they have Murano glass (Murano is an island in Venice)and it's absolutely beautiful and so cheap. So ya I spent way too much money there, but I'm just not spending any this week...except maybe to buy bread for sandwiches, but that's it.
Anyways...guess that's it, I mean I've definitely been better and I'm completely in denial about the whole Jamie thing. I just really can't accept it. It killed me when he said that I'd be crazy to think that his committment issues went away. I guess he was right, because I thought they were at least on their way out...guess not. This is probably the toughest thing to deal with right now and it kind of makes it hard to focus on everything because my heart is partially broke right now... I really don't know if I can deal with not talking to him for 3 months. I need to stop thinking about this...
Breezy and casual, you know how to have fun when you're drinking.
And even though you can kick back with a few drinks, you never let things get out of hand.
Alcohol is not a social lubricant for you... it just enhances your already sparkling personality.
You prefer to date a man who is optimistic, friendly, and funny.
What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
So I'm officially going to London in October! How crazy is that?! Unfortunatelty the Panic! At the Disco concert was sold out so I can't go to that but oh well...at least I'm going to London!!! I'm also going to Milan this weekend because it's fall fashion week! This place is crazy and it's making up for what happened yesterday... :o( Me and Jamie are on a "break" from whatever it is we had. Either way he thinks now is a good time to take some time apart because he feels it isn't fair that we're doing this whole long distance thing which sucks because a week ago it seemed like he wanted to be with me, or at least almost. I guess I'm not that lucky. Either way we're not talking until I get home from Rome which is another 3 months, but I just need to take it day by day. I still think I'm just in denial about the whole thing becuase I still feel like he's going to call me this weekend or something. It's just so hard to go so long without talking to him because he's always been there for me and I can tell him anything and everything and now I can't. It's so weird to go from being at home and talking to him multiple times a day, then coming to Rome and talking to him only a few times a week and now nothing for 3 months. But like I said one day at a time and I'll get through it...I hope. I think these weekend trips will really help make the time pass by so that's good that I have so many of them. Here's my schedule so far if anyone cares:
Sept. 22 - 24: Milan
Sept. 29 - Oct. 1: Amalfi Coast
Oct. 6: Outlet trip to designer outlets
Oct. 13 - 15: Film Festival in Rome
Oct. 19 - 22: London
Oct. 26 - 29: Paris (possibly)
Nov. 2 - 5: Barcelona (don't think I'm going though)
Nov. 10 - 13: Berlin (Cully's coming to visit me!!!)
Nov. 30 - Dec. 3: Prague!
That's everything...and there'll probably be a trip to Florence, Tuscany and Verona somewhere in there, and possibly Sicily to visit family. I already went to Venice which was beautiful! If you ever get the chance to go, definitely go there. I went on a gondole ride and everything. I bought presents for people too because they have Murano glass (Murano is an island in Venice)and it's absolutely beautiful and so cheap. So ya I spent way too much money there, but I'm just not spending any this week...except maybe to buy bread for sandwiches, but that's it.
Anyways...guess that's it, I mean I've definitely been better and I'm completely in denial about the whole Jamie thing. I just really can't accept it. It killed me when he said that I'd be crazy to think that his committment issues went away. I guess he was right, because I thought they were at least on their way out...guess not. This is probably the toughest thing to deal with right now and it kind of makes it hard to focus on everything because my heart is partially broke right now... I really don't know if I can deal with not talking to him for 3 months. I need to stop thinking about this...