What a HORRENDOUS week!!!
Well I made it through.......WHEW! It's has been a llllloooooonnnnnnggggggg week, but I survived. I have to learn to quit panicing so easily. I'm finding out that things usually work themselves out. But I always freak out and give myself undue stress. Yet another of my character defects......lol. I'm am nervous as hell to start my new job tomorrow. I'ts been sooooooo long since I have done the horse scene. Of course another of my character defects is to think I'll definately screw something up. I'm going to go to work tomorrow with the attitude that I can do it, instead of wondering how I will screw up. I had a GREAT day today with my son. We played Yu-Gi-Oh for the first time in like 2 months. Then I had a friend from the program come over and he played with us for like another 2 hours. It's really nice to hang out with "my kind".......lol. They get me. I can talk to them about things I can't talk about with most people. Well I am really tired tonight. I had a really horrible panic attack today and it just wiped me out. Plus I have to get up at 5am to muck out stalls tomorrow. I am gunna be hurtin like hell for a few, but i'll make it. Not to mention all the hard work will definately help with losing some more weight. I can't believe how much weight I have lost already.....I actually think I look really good! It's been a long while since I have thought that way. Anyways......I need to get to sleep. So I'll catch ya'll tomorrow!!!!!!!!